I'm SORRY

[kissta_freak]

i guess its going back to this livejournal again.. if everyone hates me thats okay...i just wish you all could understand that i miss you all soooooo much, and ben didn't help at all. he said he would stay with me for the summer, even if i was gone, but he hasn't e-mailed and when i call him, we have basically nothing to say. we grew apart, and i

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sorry

[__fallingawayx]

im sorry. between cw and general life its been pretty hectic. ill try and send u a letter. i love you, dear. if you send me mail @ x_x_shes_a_rebel_x_x@yahoo.com ill reply... im just unmotivated so i dont compose em.
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stay safe. sorry about the falling away i know he still loves yoiu i mean who wouldnt if i was a guy id hold onto you for dear life!! :D

talk to ya later honn..
♥
jeantie

[sharemysmile]

That hurts a little..

I've talked to you every chance i get,
and I leave you posts.. To say that no one knows how you feel is, well, wrong.
I know it may seem like you are alone, but you still have people thinking about you and wishing that you were here.
You're never really alone unless you let yourself become isolated from everything.
I miss you, Krista.

[kissta_freak]

kayla, thanks, i'm sorry for hurting you. and any one else.
-krista

[i_heart_krista]

w/e if u think i don't care u obviously don't know me that well you know my dad is an asshole and i can never get on a computer thats why i want to move out of my house but u tell me not to so i don't i can't understand why u would think that i don't care it makes no sense you know how much i love you u have changed my life soo much by getting me off drugs and stuff and for that i can never repay you. i just can't take this shit ne more i post in your lj every chance i can and i try and talk to you on aim i just never am allowed so what ever i cant take this shit ne more think whatever you want. bye

[kissta_freak]

ben it just seemed like you werent trying at all. i donno. maybe i am going crazy, i know your dad's an ass whole... i just dont know what to think any more...i love you baby,
krista

[i_heart_krista]

do u really think if i wasn't trying then i would be soo upset about this shit seriously krista i thought you knew me better than that well i got a lot of thinking to do ill TRY and talk to you later

[bens_my_baby]

ben , i did know you better, i just let myself go. i went crazy and let my mind wander to the worst possible senerio and let my self beleive it was true. i'm sorry, i wasnt thinking straight, i love you baby and i cant stand being with out you, every day is killing me. i love you so much and i miss you
love always and forever,
krista