today was like the dumbest day ever. i hate faking everything i just want to be myself that which i'm currently not and i'm fucking faking being THAT pseudo self???... hmmmmm strange. That's me i guess ( Read more... )

today was so fucking BLEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! KILL ME! Everything just falls apart spiratically. Up then down, then back up, then down yet again, then up once more only to be pulled even further down. Thanks ( Read more... )

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT JAMES IHA BROKE UP THE SMASHING PUMPKINS!!! GO OT http://www.billycorgan.com/ to read for yourself-- a compelling confession from Billy himself ( Read more... )

Right now Andrew and I are moving furniture into my room while Danielle is teakering on the piano working on some jazz scales. I'm just sitting hear eating salsa dreading all that Algebra homework and English--always English ( Read more... )

yesterday... hmmmmmm crazy ( Read more... )

i'm not allowed/supposed to be on the computer cuz my mom came home early from work friday night and found me doing whatever and she's talkin about how there's something really wrong with me and she wants me to go to a therapist and a psychiatrist and withdrawl me from school and all my friends are a bad influence on me and that i'm not allowed to ( Read more... )

Last night was a lot of fun. Thanks to everyone. Got my Cosmo, and a sun charm for my bracelet which adds the finishing touch ( Read more... )

i am SO cold!!!! and I have an awful headache AND i have this reeeeally funny taste in my mouth! :( Might do something tonight who knows ( Read more... )

Hmmmm So tomorrow's Valentine's Day? Yay.

Erin came over today and we had fun which was good thanks for saving me! We listened to some music, hit up the internet, and watch SP videos. Um so now i'm just sitting here gettin even more fatter. Yay.

IT's like almost 230 and i'm still up i'm os going ot die soon. I can feel it. Talking ot a good friend. love that boy! OMG! He knows Courtney Love! I know someoen how'd like that ;) Um right now i'm like fucking DEAD os yeah bye/