why doesnt anyone tell me anything important anymore? Why do i always have to find out through other people and accidently? hmmm this worries me

i feel so blah right now. its weird. but on the bright side, i'm almost better which means i can kinda breathe again...but yeah i dunno whats up. i'm just feeling kinda sad lately

i hate being sick

but new york was fun

wow i have had three lovely days in a row ( Read more... )

i'm sad. very sad. this is one of the hardest decisions i'm going to have to make. to give up a part of who you are in order to preserve a relationship (be it that this change will make you a better person) or stay as you are and let go of something that means so much to you. its so hard to say which is worse. i'm so confused and hurt and sad ( Read more... )

nothing like someone close to you making you feel unimportant and unvalued to make a shitty day at work better

its amazing how much more those tears hurt

i hate being lied to

I AM GOING TO BUSINESS SCHOOL!

ok so i overreacted a bit, its that time of the month. i'll get over it

yet there is one thing i can't get over

and its the one thing i cannot ask for because if i was to ask for it, it would lose all meaning

i cannot stand being treated like a child. thats all you ever do. i'm sick of it. i hate the way you think you have a right to tell me to just go to bed. and the way you always blow off the limits i have when you push my buttons

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