"you could be all i need, to save me from me"

[kisstherain037]

BBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! that how i feel. there not an emotion that can sum up how i feel. maybe its all the cough medicine drugs, but i just kinda feel alone but not really... ill like a guy and once he likes me too then i just kinda dont liek him anymore, weird huh? i just think i didnt kno what i wanted, i prolly

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[foreverjuliet]

I'm bring a box of kleenex to the show... the last night, by the way

[avatar_squadron]

I feel for ya... and yeah... cough medicine does funny things with your head... there was this one time with a zebra and a yellow ball... nvm that. Part of what you feel is high school... Suddenly you're the bottom feeder again... and yeah... you're not alone in that. We're BOTH Freshman atm lol. I dunno.. I think this is just a shitty time to a lot of people... and usually when it rains, it pours

Honey..

[munkybizness]

Bravo.. um brunette man with puppy...? Hmm. Yes, Nikki^^^^ they are right. Completely whoever they is. But whatever. I feel the same way about a guy. Like for instance, Cole, I liked him forever and then we dated and it just wasnt there anymore. Its like this little secret that usually, you are the only person that knows and that when you see that person, you just cant speak because your heart goes insane and its infatuation, not liking. Its you thinking that you can be with them and that they feel the same, but maybe its when you find out that they didnt really feel the same, but now they do now that you told them how you feel that you realize its not really risky anymore, its just the average High School experience.. Idk. I should take some of this advice though..

Re: Honey..

[avatar_squadron]

Im nikkis older brother lol. (and thats our Dog, Sophie). Theres also the whole.. when you dream about someone for so long... you're forced to think up their personality, and you sort of create an image of this person... you get expectations about how things will go... and when it actually does happen... they dont live up to these dreams of yours and you feel disappointed. But thats just my life experiances... so dont take my words to the bank lol. Im a bit bitter at times...

Re: Honey..

[munkybizness]

Yes, that makes complete sense. Nikki, remember when I was with Rich, I always thought he was the coolest, nicest person I'd ever met? Yeah well obviously I was wrong. Yeah. So your brother (lol) is right. And Sophie is a pretty puppy. And I dont think youre being bitter, youre just being honest through your life experience, which is what I try to do, but I have a hard time sometimes admitting that I've made bad choices when it comes to guys. Love ya Nikki Chiquita!!
Love,
Jayme

Oh baby<3

[sexybeast00]

i'm so sorry that things arent going well now... you dont deserve sadness, my love! you deserve the world and everything that comes with it! but honestly, i know you'll shoot me for saying this, but its not all about boys. boys are dumb anyways. just think - would you rather have a boy, or a friend? you've got plenty of friends, dont you! i can understand that at a point, its just not enough. me and christopher(hahahah)aren't helping much. god, i went through hell with him - I think i deserve a break there too! lol, but anywho, everyone who commented is right. you're life is only going to turn around for the better.. remember - good karma, good things come to you. just keep doing what your doing - staying happy. i love you darling, i'm always here for you!<3 kaia