The district sleeps alone tonight...
Updates =
Friday. School, DROVE to school. First time. Parked not too far, block away from the gym. I'm going earlier tomorrow so I can get a good space. Don't remember much of what happened. After school came home. Had semi-plans with Jill and Alyssa after class. Went to class, I had to prepare something. I sang "I Have A Dream" from Mama Mia while looking at my photo album [got the idea from Mark] After class called Jill, she said we should all meet at 8:30 and that I should call her when I got home. So I did, and she was pissed because Stephanie bailed out and Alyssa wasn't anywhere to be found. She asked me what I wanted to do so I said casually "I don't care.." meaning I don't care what we do, not 'I DONT CARE' like a bitch. So she said "If you don't care why should I. I'm trying to make plans here" blah blah blah and then she said "If my name isn't Mark you won't even talk to me, I'll see you Monday" and hung up. I don't know what that's about cause I didn't even MENTION his name. Oh well. Saturday. Mark came over at around 1. We watched this really gross movie called Dead Alive. WEIRD. And Forrest Gump <33333333 Cuddled. He gave me Volume 2 and 3 of his mix CDs he made for me. The covers are gorgeous. He said some of the sweetest things to me and was getting all emotional. I swear he is the greatest guy EVER. No one has ever made me feel this way. No one's ever made me go speechless like he has. No one's ever made me this happy before. No one has ever had this effect on me. I can't describe it. I wish I could say the same kind of things he says to me back to him. I wish I had the guts to and I wish I knew HOW to express myself better. I wish I could make him feel better about himself because I hate it when he puts himself down. I hate it when he feels bad. I want him happy at all times. I want him to know how I feel, but for some reason my mouth can't open up and say the right things at the right times, ever. I hate it. Anyway, we brought him home at 10. Gave his mom her B-day card. And left. <3 Sunday. Drove to Freehold Mall, the key got stuck in the ignition :[ Fixed it, shopped. Got a shirt, shampoo and conditioner <3, Present for my mom, and a new purse cause I need one. Came home, rested, got me some RUBY TUESDAY. Called Mark, and here I am. Bored.
Hope it doesn't snow tomorrow cause I wanna drive to school.
Done.
calic0jack22: actually, im trying to "discover myself"
luh luh love: ???
luh luh love: sexually?
calic0jack22: no
calic0jack22: OMG EW NO
luh luh love: qHAEHEAHEAHEAHEAHEAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
calic0jack22: <---- eating vagina's till the day he dies
luh luh love: hahahaha
luh luh love: ew
____________________________________________
calic0jack22: so what'd you do today, besides masterbate fanatically to scooby doo
calic0jack22: FUX THAT WAS ME
____________________________________________
luh luh love: diz bitch who stole my LJ wont answer my IM
calic0jack22: she made it friends only or something
calic0jack22: i was gonna comment
calic0jack22: freehold mall = THE SCENE
luh luh love: YUH
luh luh love: IM her = xdancehallxhips
calic0jack22: slutty name
calic0jack22: sluttier than mine
luh luh love: hahaha
calic0jack22: she won't answer me
luh luh love: me either
calic0jack22: she's probably masturbating fanatically to the pics of all the people who she pissed off
♥
Friday. School, DROVE to school. First time. Parked not too far, block away from the gym. I'm going earlier tomorrow so I can get a good space. Don't remember much of what happened. After school came home. Had semi-plans with Jill and Alyssa after class. Went to class, I had to prepare something. I sang "I Have A Dream" from Mama Mia while looking at my photo album [got the idea from Mark] After class called Jill, she said we should all meet at 8:30 and that I should call her when I got home. So I did, and she was pissed because Stephanie bailed out and Alyssa wasn't anywhere to be found. She asked me what I wanted to do so I said casually "I don't care.." meaning I don't care what we do, not 'I DONT CARE' like a bitch. So she said "If you don't care why should I. I'm trying to make plans here" blah blah blah and then she said "If my name isn't Mark you won't even talk to me, I'll see you Monday" and hung up. I don't know what that's about cause I didn't even MENTION his name. Oh well. Saturday. Mark came over at around 1. We watched this really gross movie called Dead Alive. WEIRD. And Forrest Gump <33333333 Cuddled. He gave me Volume 2 and 3 of his mix CDs he made for me. The covers are gorgeous. He said some of the sweetest things to me and was getting all emotional. I swear he is the greatest guy EVER. No one has ever made me feel this way. No one's ever made me go speechless like he has. No one's ever made me this happy before. No one has ever had this effect on me. I can't describe it. I wish I could say the same kind of things he says to me back to him. I wish I had the guts to and I wish I knew HOW to express myself better. I wish I could make him feel better about himself because I hate it when he puts himself down. I hate it when he feels bad. I want him happy at all times. I want him to know how I feel, but for some reason my mouth can't open up and say the right things at the right times, ever. I hate it. Anyway, we brought him home at 10. Gave his mom her B-day card. And left. <3 Sunday. Drove to Freehold Mall, the key got stuck in the ignition :[ Fixed it, shopped. Got a shirt, shampoo and conditioner <3, Present for my mom, and a new purse cause I need one. Came home, rested, got me some RUBY TUESDAY. Called Mark, and here I am. Bored.
Hope it doesn't snow tomorrow cause I wanna drive to school.
Done.
calic0jack22: actually, im trying to "discover myself"
luh luh love: ???
luh luh love: sexually?
calic0jack22: no
calic0jack22: OMG EW NO
luh luh love: qHAEHEAHEAHEAHEAHEAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
calic0jack22: <---- eating vagina's till the day he dies
luh luh love: hahahaha
luh luh love: ew
____________________________________________
calic0jack22: so what'd you do today, besides masterbate fanatically to scooby doo
calic0jack22: FUX THAT WAS ME
____________________________________________
luh luh love: diz bitch who stole my LJ wont answer my IM
calic0jack22: she made it friends only or something
calic0jack22: i was gonna comment
calic0jack22: freehold mall = THE SCENE
luh luh love: YUH
luh luh love: IM her = xdancehallxhips
calic0jack22: slutty name
calic0jack22: sluttier than mine
luh luh love: hahaha
calic0jack22: she won't answer me
luh luh love: me either
calic0jack22: she's probably masturbating fanatically to the pics of all the people who she pissed off
♥