I should stop procrastinating and get my butt down to update this LJ.and so I am right now;D I know it's pretty late but still I want to thank all those who had wished me once again!I thought my birthday this year was a more meaningful one because Eli and Yani were there to celebrate it with me:DD!Eli,come in tonight and press F2 for more crap ( Read more... )

School has been tiring me out lately with difficult problems almost every other day.I wouldn't want to come if not for the beloveds, the expensive school fees and that UT is coming up really soon.hoono!Anyway, my cousins arrived yesterday but not Eli): and so,I'll be really looking forward to Mon despite school and the fact that you'll only arrive ( Read more... )

And so it's the start of a new semester together with a complete set of new stuffs.Yes,I was feeling the jitters the night before school starts and the morning itself.I bet I wasn't the only one but still doesn't make any difference.Talking with Olivia over the phone when making my way to school somehow did manage to calm my nerves a bit,a bit ( Read more... )

I feel extremely guilt ridden.To everyone,to You especially.I don't know how and what I should do to make it up to you:\ I doubt I'd feel better myself even if I were to make a thousand apologies.I never fail to mess the chances you gave.I didn't mean to prove your stand even more): I'm really sorry.

The whole of today was spent at home,watching the table tennis match between Korea and Singapore.I gotta say it was nerve wrecking to watch and to my surprise I don't know why I cared so much about it.Well overall,Singapore won.It's weird how I breathe a sigh of relief at the end.oh trouble,don't get me hook.I wasn't feeling well so plans to go out ( Read more... )

Ohnoooo.So today marks the end of sem 1 but it is the start of hols.I don't need them.hahah!at least not now.I miss people like Olivia,Alston,Fika and Nana alr)): Reshuffling hmmm is it really a smart move?I dont need you too. Well today,was sci module.sucky loads I swear.Didn't like my team for meeting 1,not the people but the enthusiasm that ( Read more... )

Hee.Skipped school for I don't feel like enterprising today:D Met Amirah at yishun int and grabbed some breakfast over at ljs. hmm,it gave me that warehouse vibes for some reason I could not put my finger on. so,after ljs-ed we settled down at woodlands civics starbucks.Initial plan was to watch some idol drama but loading was disgustingly slow.we ( Read more... )

 

I FEEL AWFUL.so where exactly do I stand again now?please will you enlighten me): honestly,I have no idea why I'm so stunned for words probably because it's too overwhelming.Just forget about admitting it at all but at the same time, I don't want it to be done in a blink of an eye.I want you to know about this burden I'm carrying.But will you even ( Read more... )

Trust me,I wanted to tell you as badly as you want to hear me say.But, my heart would actually skip a beat so fast and a million questions will run through my mind which all makes me feel so unsure about telling. I'm sorry to keep you(guys) in suspense from the start, I shouldn't have made that statement. But I am scared, so don't force me into ( Read more... )