: yuou're half the world away :

Aug 02, 2006 21:56

Okay, guess I better start those All Aboutttt Youuuu posts! Hah, lovely bit of shameless McFly plugging there. First come first serve, so starting with.. er..

Okay, I'm not gonna bother sitting here insulting you and calling you all the names under the sun, it's just pointless. Besides, it's not the aim of this game.. heh.

But um, where the hell do I start?

You're.. well, just you. Hah, I'm not good at this.

You probably saved my life just by being around. That's something I could never ever repay you for. You wasn't like everyone else, you actually gave a shit about more of me than just how easy it was to get a quick shag. I'd talk, you'd listen, and vice versa. You were always there when I needed you, even when things got shitty between us you still were always there. Not many people knew that you were the sole reason I didn't move to America. Okay, so it didn't all go as planned, but I don't regret it at all. Only things I ever regretted about you were the things I didn't do. Part of me still wonders what it'd be like if I wasn't so bloody caring and ended up putting up a fight for you.

I remember a time when you were my everything. I'm not just saying that, you really were. I know I can say I'm over you a thousand times but the truth is yes I have moved on, but you affected my life in so many ways that I could never really be "over" what we had. I even cried on that day in February last year :| Um yeah, anywho..

I miss a hell of a lot about you, talking 'til 4am, planning out what we were gonna do, how you could make me feel just by saying the right things. Fuck it, I just miss you.

I have this shitty habit of attaching songs to people, and you, you fucker lol, have about 20. Satellite, anything by Erasure, various Bon Jovi songs, Heaven, that Strokes song.. about Sharks lol.. just loads.

You just made me feel like I was wanted for a very long time, regardless of whether it was just friends or more. You gave me a reason to wake up in the moring, and that is why you rock my socks lol.

Suppose there's more I could write, but that'll do.

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Stay tuned if you left a comment, you may well be next :)

xx
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