Might be the random teenage surge of emotions in me, but never have I felt so hopelessly alone than I do now. It is in every sense of the word: out of touch, left without confidant, just plain out of place in every depth of the word "alone."

If this is artistic pain, then maybe the beauty is what corrupts the effort.

Fuck.

There aren't really any.

My plebe is officially now a plebe. I'm so lucky to have such a good guy. He absorbs what people tell him, he gets things. I wonder how much of it is my doing and how much of it is his. I'd like to think it's all him. It redeems some of the worse characters of the Corps that this guy is here ( Read more... )

Packing is always a hassle no matter how many times I do it. Sometimes I wish I lived closer so my parents could drive me and I could just stuff everything I can imagine in a van, but most of the time, I don't ( Read more... )

Someone turned me on to this at dinner tonight. I love it, it's just my speed of humor.

http://stuffwhitepeoplelike.com/2008/01/18/4-assists/

Come on, "everybody's a little bit racist." (Avenue Q anyone?) Plus, a lot of the things drip with truth, hehehaha.

I'm on vacation.

How easy is it to pretend we are real friends when I'm not here half the time? There's a feeling and reality, and then that shallow, put up for appearances feeling ( Read more... )

BEN AMSLER IS 1CPT!!!

Although, it's not like anyone else knows what 1Cpt is...

I'm still excited to know the 1Cpt, so THERE. This is gonna be the best year eveeerrrr. He's totally gonna get spirit missioned by my plebe...or me. THE END.

I'm 19 and the most exciting thing I could do is go to Wal-mart, then post on my livejournal. Deep down inside, I'm an outlandishly lame person.

Lame-O Tomato. Out.

So I got played. I guess Buckner love was meant to be just that: some whimiscal summer fling, playful and gone just like the cool breezes. There's no getting it back either, those times, Buckner, the atmosphere, it's done. Maybe it was just something that could only blossom under those conditions ( Read more... )

I've found my place here in the Corps and it feels good. I finally have that feeling of knowing who I am and where I belong. However, though I know what I want, that doesn't necessarily mean I've found what I want yet ( Read more... )