I'm so tired of everybody thinking that they know what I need to be doing. Like Cat you need to find someone to be with just to have someone. I don't like that reasoning if I don't want to be with that person why should I just be with them to be with them. That's dumb! I'm just tired of putting up with everyone saying you need to get some. Come on ( Read more... )

Yes Jeff if you're reading this I said Grrr... Anyways I have come to realize that I am a jealous person. And don't think I am putting myself down, because it's true. I just have finally realized it. And I hate it. I shouldn't be jealous but I am. I feel like a part of something is being threated to me ( Read more... )

Well, someone just set off the stupid door alarm at the end of the hall. Nice noise. I'm waiting for Amber to get off and checking to see if they are gonna close campus for monday. I hope. Doesn't really matter anyways I'm stck here. Stupid Jeanne. Grrr... to you. Anyways this is my first weekend on campus. Interestingly boring. Very ( Read more... )

So another update I know so random but tis ok. So Amber my buddy is trying to hook me up with her friend Martin. I saw a pic of him and not too bad. He's going into the Army soon. He's only a few weeks older than me I think. Anyways. Jeff you need to ask that girl out and get off me about my problems ok?? You're still my buddy though. Anyways, I'm ( Read more... )

So to catch everyone up on my life. The guy I liked found out that I liked him and we had a long talk and he told me he didn't feel the same way. That's the shorter version but I'm not going into the long details. But we are still friends so all is good. He's coming to vist on October 3rd. So this should be fun and very interesting. My only friend ( Read more... )

Nice to know that the people I considered friends trust me enough to tell me that I am bothering them. Yeah right i wish. just tell me hey you know could you not IM me everytime I get on the computer. Or how about just being honest. I appreciate honesty. I'll understand just be truthful. Oh and all the people I thought I could tell anything to have ( Read more... )

I'm here at USF, been here for 2 days now. And am seriously thinking I should've applied to UCF. And not because of him but because it would be closer to home. Anyways back to the main topic of this journal. I hung out with him on Friday and we had this interesting conversation on Sunday night. He said he was going to look for a gf on his campus ( Read more... )

I need to talk to Jeff. But he turned his phone off. Probably went to bed or is still at that darn floor meeting. Don't know. I know I sound whiney but I really need to talk to him. *sigh*

♥ to all. Plus someone at UCF.

Hmm got up today at 730am thanks to the daddy waking my up with a phone call. Went and took a shower then headed out to look for my first class. That was about 830am first class started at 10 so i talked to some people on the phone then headed to class. I saw nate today said hi and we were both on cell phones. So yeah comp 1 was ok. Then i called ( Read more... )

I will have already possibly have told him. I'm tired of the bs (excuse me) but i really am. I think tonight he was trying to drop a hint but I'm not too sure. So maybe I will be out going and make the first move. Hmm got to get over being shy around him which of course I shouldn't be but hey what do you expect I like him. Anyways hmm I will write ( Read more... )