Describe your worst failure.

[kit_mcclellan]

Did anybody ever tell you, you failed big time? My grandmother did. When I still had to meet her. It was the first time Duncan took me to the meeting. Around the first Christmas after ... after we moved into the house. Grandmother said if I'd been a better son and taken better care of mum, she'd still be alive

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[jordans_vision]

How could she ever say something that cruel?

You're not to blame, in no way. Your mother was murdered. The only one to blame is the person who did this to her.

But I know how it feels. Even if you don't want to, you're always thinking "what if". What if I'd done this, or not done that. The rational part of your mind is telling you that you're not to blame, and it's no use thinking those things. But some part of you just goes on and on with it. I guess the only solution to that is not let those "what if"'s get to you too much.

[kit_mcclellan]

I don't know. She's just evil. I'm really glad I don't have to see her any more. I've new grandparents now. Duncan's parents are really nice. They've got a book shop in Cheshire. That's close to Wales. It's nice there. And Gemma's parents are kinda grandparents too.