I've been an arsehole (Sorry Terry) no seriously i am a complete and utter git. I really tried hard not to be but the fates seem to be conspiring against me. I really did try with Pansy. she caught up with me the other day and things, well they aren't going well. She said that it was now up to me - i have to choose what happens next, if we see ( Read more... )

Wow i haven't written in this for over a month, if i'm not careful i'm going to fail muggle studies, that combined with the smattering of swear words in my previous entries. Anyways things have been complicated, good, bad, alright, bad and then complicated again. I made the fatal mistake of assumming Pansy and I were infact an item - apparently ( Read more... )

yes fucking wow!
apart from that i don't know what else to say, i'm stunned.
but happy.

I've been keeping an even lower profile than usual recently. It's not all fun and games being sniggered at behind my back, copies of me almost naked being passed about and giggled over. So yeah, i'm not a happy bunny - perhaps i should have been but i'm not anymore. i just feel like a right pillock ( Read more... )

*sighs heavily*
I haven't been around much recently, I figured it would be best to just keep a low profile. I have no idea whats going on at all, my brain is completely confused and i don't know who what i want. time will help - allegedly.

I didn't really have high hopes for this weekend, so it was just as well.

Why is whenever i try to do something it fucks up? i feel like giving up, it seems so hopeless. What doesn't help things is that everynight before i go to sleep i try to think about her and it isn't her face that appears. Thats what worries me - i thought i was making so much effort because i really liked her, i mean i do really like her but why ( Read more... )

( Package for Miss Pansy Parkinson )

I haven't updated this thing in yonks, guess ive just been a bit busy recently what with prefect duties and - stuff. This Peer Support program is making a lot of work for the 7th years and they just keep delegating it downwards, i've had double patrolls this week - i'm knackered. I think i'll go see Boot about it - its not really very fair, i ( Read more... )

Yes I think i'm officially derranged, i'm glad its term time again. i'm glad that i'm not stuck in the hufflepuff dorm all on my own and that there are people to talk to, this christmas was a bit think on the ground and my one attempt to ah..."build bridges" was completely and utterly burnt ( Read more... )

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