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Jan 05, 2006 18:34

My world as I know it is crashing before my very feet..only six months into our marriage, my husband has declared that he doesn't feel the chemistry..(or in love) with me anymore. He has decided that he needs to separate from me..I feel so very alone. I wish I had someone to talk to...but alas I do not. Despair is a horrible feeling. I feel so lost ( Read more... )

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kostasdb January 6 2006, 02:18:15 UTC
Holy crap!!! If you need to talk, email me at Kostasdb@hotmail.com or wesley.lacaze@incirlik.af.mil

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kitanaseclipse January 7 2006, 01:57:39 UTC
Would you mind if I added you to my friends list on messenger? I know we haven't talked much at all and if its weird thats cool..I just have a hard time writing it all out since it is still so fresh..i mean it just happened last wednesday. so 2 days ago. I do need people to talk to. though i just keep falling harder and harder. :( It is just so messed up. Not to mention abrupt. I am working through it and just taking this day by day..but it is so hard. Sleep has been evading me really well, even with exhaustion set in I still can't seem to have the ability to sleep for more then an hour or two..I have no appetite (though I know that I need to eat and I do force myself to do so), I keep going through an emotional rollercoaster. And all I can tell myself is just take baby steps...and one day as more time has passed everything will once again be okay. Its just all very fresh..so the emotions are quite vivid and very full on. Thanks for your support and willingness to be there for me. I do appreciate it. Every piece of the chain of ( ... )

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cmariewt January 6 2006, 10:02:00 UTC
Oh honey, I am so SO sorry. I know there are no words that I can tell you to make you feel better.

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kitanaseclipse January 7 2006, 02:00:00 UTC
Just to know that you were able to reply says more then any words can ever say. I appreciate your thoughts. As I said to Wes..I have to just take this slowly one step at a time and eventually it will become easier. Though it really really sucks ass. I am totally getting the short end of the stick in all parts of this. but you can't make someone love you. or want to be with you..and im not the type of person to force myself on another person.

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newgrrl January 7 2006, 08:29:56 UTC
aww honey. I am so so sorry.

My AIM name is forgottenpastme. Aww::hugs::

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kitanaseclipse January 7 2006, 11:59:00 UTC
I don't have aim..what is it? ty for your hugs. I really need all the hugs I can get.

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newgrrl January 7 2006, 12:00:47 UTC
aol instant messenger.

What messenger do you have?

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kitanaseclipse January 8 2006, 23:43:53 UTC
msn kmlm1309@msn.com

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lizabeth49855 January 7 2006, 22:04:17 UTC
I am so incredibly sorry that this is happening to you right now. I wish that I could be there for you. But if you ever need someone to talk to, then I am always here. The best way to reach me is by email (Lizzie5674@yahoo.com). I will pray that things calm down for you and that God helps you get through this. ::Sending you tons of hugs::

Lizzie

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kitanaseclipse January 8 2006, 23:59:22 UTC
ty Lizzie...i appreciate all the hugs and support.

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