junseung drabbles [02] ; pg-13

Feb 07, 2011 15:19

 Author: kitariii
Pairing: Junhyung / Hyunseung
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Fluff

Is it basorexia or is it just you?


Basorexia (n.) - a strong craving or hunger for kissing

He was fixing himself in the mirror under the gleaming light of their dressing room , making sure that his hair wasn’t a mess when suddenly, someone surprises him by giving him a fast, soft peck on the lips. He looked behind to see the culprit, standing proud sporting a toothy grin.

He stood up, hands on his waist while looking at the culprit with a judging glance. “Stop it, Jun. Didn’t I tell you not to do that while we’re in public?”

“Well, when did I tell you to look so kissable like you were just doing a while ago. Unconsciously, at that. If I know, you sport that expression all the time, even with someone other than me.” He teases while giving the other a teasing smile. The person he was referring to merely rolls his eyes and proceeds to go back to what he was doing, shrugging him off.

The other laughs and goes towards him, hugging him from behind while placing his chin on crook of his neck. “Aw, don’t spoil the fun, Seung. There’s no one around anyways.” He points around the empty room, emphasizing his point.

“But still, we can’t be too carefree. ”

“You can’t blame me from wanting to kiss you, you’re looking perfect right now.” He holds the other’s shoulders and motions him to the mirror, showing him his reflection. Hair styled with a fringe, wearing a white chic tailcoat for their performance later. “See? Beautiful, as always.” He pauses, “For some reason I feel like basorexia has affected me - I just want to kiss you right now.”

Hyunseung couldn’t help but roll his eyes for the second time that moment, and replies, “Thank you but flattery won’t lead you anywhere - at least not right now.” He grabs his things from the vanity table and walks toward the door.

The other smirks at his lover’s words, noticing the obvious hint in it, as he catches up to him. As he put his arm around Hyunseung, he says, “But it isn’t flattery at all when you’re telling the truth, right?”

A tinge of red appears on the latter’s face, despite the layer of foundation on him. He pushes Junhyung away slighty and retorts, “Shut up.”

“Mmm.”

///

12:00 am December 21, 2012

He wasn’t one to easily believe predictions, especially when it comes to prophecies that involve the end of the world. Why? It’s because it was ridiculous, needless to say. So that prediction about the 21st of December on the year 2012 - which by the way, is minutes from now, shouldn’t be worrying him right? Wrong.

It was actually affecting him more than it should; it doesn’t help that people around the world seem to have been caught in the idea and well, panicking - for the lack of better word. He couldn’t help but think: what if the world really ended on that predestined day?

He first heard about it from Dongwoon who was, at that time, leisurely browsing the web for latest news that they have missed on due to their busy schedules.

“Hyung, you wouldn’t believe what I just found out! People, who were known to have predicted great misfortunes, say that the world is going to end on the 21st of December, 2012!” He recalls the maknae exclaiming with panic and shock in his tone of voice.

At that time, he was merely listening - no response or whatsoever but it was evident in his eyes; how he suddenly felt like the pit of his stomach is churning. Junhyung, noticing the fright in his eyes, let out a laugh and looked at him saying, “You can’t possibly believe that right, Seung? It’s impossible so, don’t let it bother you.”

He let out a dreamy sigh, recalling the concern he felt from Junhyung at that time. In a way, he felt more secure at the thought of knowing that someone cares for him. He knows that his members do too but there’s something more special in way Junhyung treats him. They both know it.

Which leads on to him dwelling on his previous thoughts; what if the world ends the moment the clock strikes twelve? It was a stupid thought, but it wasn’t something he could shake off - he had 12 minutes and counting. For the nth time, he sighed while staring at the clock ticking on top of his bed side table.

If the world ends, he wouldn’t have the chance to have a greater adventure with Beast. If the world ends, how would he be able to improve himself and prove how much he has reached? If the world ends so quickly, what are the chances that he might see Junhyung again?

Unconsciously, salty tears cascade down his eyes as he thought of the possibilities and missed chances, given that the world would come to an end. It pained him just thinking about it.

Moments later, he feels his phone vibrating from the bedside table where he last put it. He would’ve let it just stay ringing but something in him pushed him to reach over and grab his phone to answer the call. He looks at the caller ID and felt his heart flutter at the sight of the name - Junhyung, it said there. As if on impulse, he clicked on the answer button.

“As I’ve thought, you’re still awake.” He hears from the other line.

“Well…” He tries to find words to explain why he couldn’t get himself to sleep but there were none.

“You’re probably still bothered by this whole end of the world thing, right? Well, don’t. It’s not true, you’re just wasting your time thinking about it. Sleep, there’s a good day to come.” He feels Junhyung’s comforting tone and imagines that he’s just beside him, telling him that. For some reason, his worries lessened but no, he still couldn’t get the worry out of his system. He doesn’t know if he’s waiting for something or not but what he knows is that at that moment, his line of thought is just fucked up.
“I can’t, Jun. It’s bothering me a lot.” He tries to suppress his tears.

“What if I told you to imagine yourself hanging off a cliff holding on but a branch that’s about to be broken and you’ve got nowhere to hang on to… what would you do?”

“I honestly don’t know, why are you asking me this.”

“It’s simple, stop imagining. Just like in this situation, stop thinking of all the things that you fear or you think might happen because it’s not - you’ll never know. You just got to keep your cool.”

“I understand but…”

“Shh, no buts now just close your eyes and sleep. Remember, I’m here; might not be beside you but always here.”

As Junhyung ends the call, Hyunseung couldn’t help but think things over again while clutching hard on his cellphone. The words the latter had told him had hit him, although the way he interpreted it, he wasn’t so sure whether it’s right.

A sense of panic rises up in his chest as he sees the clock - less than a minute until twelve midnight. He watches as the pointer moves clockwise; seconds before the big hand moved to twelve he closed his eyes when his phone vibrated, signaling a new message.

He opened his eyes and nothing happened - it stayed just the way it was seconds ago. He stayed silent for a while when he remembered the text message he received. As soon as he saw the content of the message, it was as if his worries from before where erased and as if he finally got those words he was searching for.


He fell asleep clutching his phone, message still open, with a smile on his face. So what if the world ended? He knows he has someone to share the end with.

A/N: Eeee, my first BEAST piece is dedicated to my Beast otp, Junseung! I hope I was able to write these drabbles well and that you will like it. Please tell me what you think :) Thanks.

fandom: beast, fanfic, pairing: junhyung/hyunseung

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