Suicide at GVSU
any irony from teh lyrics is intended.
(http://www.woodtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=4016544&nav=menu44_2)
check this out: Police investigate apparent suicide at GVSU
Allendale, October 23, 2005, 11:49 a.m.) Grand Valley University Police and the Ottawa County Sheriff's Department are investigating what appears to be a suicide on the Allendale campus.
University officials say it appears a 20-year-old male student jumped off a bridge in the middle of campus. The bridge is well known to students and is commonly referred to as the "Little Mac Bridge."
Around 11:00 p.m. Saturday night, several students were walking on campus when they discovered the body at the bottom of a ravine directly below the bridge.
No foul play is suspected.
yeh. wow. i have know cutters, and ive talked to them all about it, why they do it. some give me good answers, others dont. but the thing about cutters is, they WANT to live. none of them cut to die, people who cut themselves to die slit thier wrists, they aren't cutters. but suicide... that person wants to die. they have hit rock bottom - they cant see ANYTHING good. any love, any reason to live, anything good.
What if someone i love or me even reachs that point? what if someone i know and love thinks there is no reason to live? what if by saying i love you one more time i might have reached them? the thought scares me.
so i want you all to know, i love you deeply. each and every one of you. from the people i talk to everyday, to the people back in detriot, to my girl scout friends, to my friends from england, to the people i dont know who surf this journal for some reason or another, to my family, to my fellow class mates, to my techies, to my friends, to everyone. i love you dearly. you all have dones SO much for me that i can never repay.
so i will try to accomplish this. i have never done this before becuase i never wanted to take the time or thought to do this.
I want everyone to reply to this just saying 'hi, it's _____ from _____' - and when you do, i will reply telling you how you have shaped me, how you have helped me to grow, to love, to live. PLEASE reply to this so i can tell you. EVERYONE.
i love you. good night.. er. good morning.
~clara