oh, how could i ever refuse?
i feel like i win when i lose.

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lord! he is so good-looking. his unkempt, poofy hair, his acne ridden cheeks, neck and chin. his heavy bruised eyes under caterpillar brows. his small and unimportant frame ( Read more... )

she did it again. i have to put her words here. i'm lucky to love and be loved by her ( Read more... )

sister's birthday. gave her some shit cd and a card with a photo of her and johnny depp (courtesy of paintshop pro). being suddenly attacked by my passion for shooting entire rolls of film in an hour, every hour. going to the fair tonight for some shutter speed frolics and candyfloss. people have in the recent past compared me to that guy from ( Read more... )

the morning cast alight the dreadful and comfortable crisp 'n' peanut carpet installed the night before. the walls were creased pages of scribbled verses of confession and bad humour. the kitchen.. think withnail and i, but on heroin ( Read more... )

it's my birthday again, splendid. can't be as bad as last year. no. my dad's not in jail(!), i smell like a daisy, and i have plans involving booze, fresh tulips, and cocaine. my mum got me a reading ticket, and my dad got me a 35-80mm lens ( Read more... )

dance with a cane and a pork pie trilby to jingly jangly pop. go on ( Read more... )

the sweet brown tramp and his utensil based disco sweetheart? that'd be the revised version, then. anna, you yellowing man with your richard fetish. deadline days remind me why smoking is bad for you. seven seconds from the canteen to halfway to the music block. my heart screams and scorns me and my throat blisters and bleeds. 4.20, dead shot in ( Read more... )

just got back from libertines at filthy mcnasties. cripes. i shouldn't let a tit such as myself be in titty situations such as pulling numbers from pete's hat while trying not to fall on the floor. what makes me special? pah. i got marvellously wankered after finding out that very afternoon that i had an aftershow party pass for move festival the ( Read more... )

phil, some bloke's flat, setlist of songs i haven't played before, a couple of guitars. bad beat disco with 50% less fat. so much fun. you best be up for the 14th, my muffin ( Read more... )