wanting some 1 u cant have and/or wanting a boyfriend u cant seem to find makes u really value what u once had. and wish u hadnt gone and screwed it up. or even had a relationship with them cuz then u wouldnt have to think of the lost memories or regret. i supose time will make things better but how much more time? this is ruining me and i dunno if ( Read more... )

why do i do this inside my head? i dont know one other person who does, and if there is then they are truly like me.

i found my nanas ring.havnt seen it for like over a week. my mom was ranting on about how my nana would be so disapointed and all, and i tore it off and threw it. (i was in my room, my mom was yelling from the kitchen prob). god my mom pisses me off. just now shes going on about how i missed some dog shit (i dont see how thats possible sence i just ( Read more... )

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my puppys just gone to the animal hospital place to get fixed. he has to stay there over night and i feel bad. like hes gonna be spending the night in a cement closed in area, with lots of other dogs saying god knows what to him the entire time. and hes not gonna understand whats going, and he wont know why it hurts and all(mom says it doesnt ( Read more... )

ummm update... ill start with fri and if i missed days b4 it was nothing other then school and pot. so fri i went to blue skies show. meet another member in corys band. umm was havinga smoek with sarah when cory asked if wed liek to smoek his joint with him. what a nice guy. then we went upstairs to have another. that night was pritty good, wasnt ( Read more... )

finally making new web site, give me ur pictures

my moms being really overly nice. like it was b4 brent kind of nice. and like she said sry about my hair turning out shitty asnd such and is talking to me really nicely. she prob heard me crying?

p.s my hair looks better strightened, but it takles more frekcen time (more wavey now)

i cant stand being lyed to cuz the truth always comes out. why didnt he just tell me hes not over her also? now i feel stupid and that it was a waste. i would have been better off as we were b4. even if he didnt wanna ruin our friendship, it has.

Desire to cry out,to acquit the cramped emotion of depression will forever continue to grow inside. It comes and goes I always say, but a new despondency always finds a way to scare deeper into my skin.