OMG! So many people MY AGE are engaged, married, pregnant, or both! My jaw just keeps dropping and dropping as I rediscover these people through facebook. Is it because I live in NY that I have the mentality that marriage at 26 or younger is too young? And why do you need to get married that early? But is this early? Or am I just all alone on ( Read more... )

This weekend started the first unbearable heatwave. Having looked forward all month to Salt Lick coming to town, it was spoiled with weather.com saying it'll be 100degrees for the next 4 days! and worst of all, it had to start on the day of the big BBQ fest. After waiting in a long line with sweat dripping down my body, the little basket of ( Read more... )

I woke up with a terrible headache today. You know, similar to the one I was having in SF (remember Jennifer?). Well, maybe I really have a sickness or something. I don't know man. It's just so weird. My mom keeps saying I should go get my head scanned, but I'm super lazy. First it was my stomach, now my head? Ugh, so annoying ( Read more... )

This weekend, we got invited to my old flowershop boss's house again for yummy korean food. It's such a treat for us to go out to their house in NJ and actually see a yard with grass. There was great company, great yummy korean food I'd never had in restaurants, and yummy dessert.

This is the feast!

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Yesterday, a friend of mine was telling me about her "break-off" episode with her current roommate. In the beginning, of course I was on my friend's side, totally "understanding" where she was coming from and all, but as the story progressed, I started to realize that I'm her roommate. I'm the one that's always breaking-off the relationships and ( Read more... )

I think she's back! I love her new CD. Yay.

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And it starts again. Today will begin my third cleanse. People find it extreme, especially 3 times within one year, but I truly believe and enjoy it--for now. It was suppose to happen 1.5 months ago, but I decided to wait til winter is over because the last time was just too darn hard. All you want to do in the winter is to keep warm and drink ( Read more... )

We went to see the Dermatologist Dr. Gilbert again. Shiwa is doing much much better, which I'm super glad. I just wish she would be less afraid. When I see other dogs walking, existing without worries, I feel so envious of the dog and the owner. But then, once I look at her sweet face, I remind myself that everything happens for a reason. She' ( Read more... )

notes written out like love
notes playing tricks on dreams'
notes lingering upon dew drops

in wake of reality
in moments of clarity
in wishful thoughts of calling

my soul lifts off the ground
my love escapes for a second
my senses collide as they pour into my

heart telling me to listen.