so spring break...;
* had an AMAZING time at UF with EM... now I'm actually really excited to go there, wow! can't explain because it'd take too long.... but EM is great and so is UF, i'm SO glad she's goin there...
*my dad has prostate cancer... level 6? whatever that means... wow... that on top of everything else really sucks ass... 
*worked a lot ( Read more... )

Last night was Cypress prom and it was amazing!

the last few weeks have been interesting.... it's weird when you're viewed by someone (a particular boy, actually) almost as an object of infatuation... and then they kind of discard you, also like an object... Putting up an emotional wall and keeping feelings separate really did make a difference ( Read more... )

Things have improved, thank GOD! Stayed at LK's for a few days to just get away from everything at home, that was very refreshing. We went out wed. and thurs. night to hang with the baseball boys.... funny stuff...

Stayed in Friday night, b/c of the AP practice test the next day.... got some funny phone calls that night, and it made me jealous b/c ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin explaining how bad everything is right now...
basically my parents have decided everything with my brother is somehow MY FAULT. So I get screamed at about how i'm such a bad fucking person and how I make everyone's life so goddamned hard and how I'm spoiled and self-fucking-centered and blah blah blah...they don't ( Read more... )

    So everything has kinda sucked lately... still... at home I mean... So last night I slept at LK's even tho it was a school night... because I just can't be home and around all this tension...and it was amazing to just be away from it all...I was so thankful. I started in bawling spanish class this week, I feel like i'm always on the verge of ( Read more... )

as the subject suggests, i've had ups and downs this week. My parents were gone thursday-sunday, that was niiiiiice. (they were visiting my bro... he's not doin good. ugh) this is long so read it if you dare, but (like i say at the bottom), i do it for myself, not for anyone else. so whateverrrrr.

Thursday, went to the beach with Em, Brooke, Jamie, ( Read more... )

So I had an interesting weekend... Friday I went home, changed... headed back into town to meet up with TC at the school, Fr. Baretta was there walking all the way to the park across the street to the girls softball game, so we offered to give him a ride. Didn't think he'd say yes, but he actually did... haha hopped in the back seat, it was so ( Read more... )

Things have been really random lately... My brother is FINALLY in rehab, I don't care who knows that because I'm really thankful...and hopefully things will work out.

Sunday morning I was cleaning my house, had the music up real loud and was dancing in the living room in my underwear and a tank top b/c nobody was home... so I hear this really loud ( Read more... )

FINALLY things have gotten better... had a really good week! and weekend!
Glad I slept at Kelsie's house on thursday, because something really bad happened and I'm SO THANKFUL I didn't end up being home when it did... it involved my brother.. and I THANK GOD he's ok. But now I feel like this tremendous weight has been lifted off my chest... let's ( Read more... )

So I guess this is my new tradition... I'm just gonna copy and paste ( Read more... )