Betrayal of trust

[kitsunetenshi]

I feel shitty and I feel stupid. I thought that I could pretend nothing happened, that I didn't do anything, that I didn't find anything, that nothing happened. That all I did was approve my comment. I couldn't. And I couldn't stop my curiosity, to go back and look again

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My opinion, but you DON'T have to listen to me

[x_h0pe]

*whew* wow Amy. Just...holy shit

I didn't think it was that serious when you & I talked before.
But yeah, I understand where you're coming from. Its not the fact that he told this girl she's cute or whatever. Its not that simple. Its the fact that he lied to you and thought he could get away with it. The fact that he made you believe he was so faithful. And how he doesnt understand that I don't know either :\

But God, I am so sorry this has to happen to you of all people. I know this doesn't help or make you feel any better but I'm saying what I'm thinking right now (er, hope you dont mind? ^^;;) I wish I could tell you that you are lucky to have him but if I were in your position, I wouldnt know what to think or believe either because like you said, What is it that I don't know? He is a Marine, after all. He is away from here. What don't I know? But then again, I'm not too sure I'd be in a relationship for that long and hold out like you are because I'm not that strong of a person

Re: My opinion, but you DON'T have to listen to me

[kitsunetenshi]

Thank you, thank you. I didn't think it was that serious the first time I talked to you about it either. As I said... It got serious. And that it just kept getting worse.

I don't know what to do. But thank you dear, for listening, for reading, for giving me your opinion. I need all the help I can get... 'cause I just don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore.