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4~21~06
Sometimes
You are left alone
For reasons
To fight
The inner demons
Which only you
Can conquer
These moments
Far inbetween
Gods and goddess'
Are silenced
Leaving one soul
To devour many.
*********************************************
You've done it
Conquered 21 years
Of torment and guilt
Lies and laughter
Loss and gain
Forgetfulness and love
This is life
Learn from the mistakes
Gain the wisdom
From each your - every day
This is for you
The "baby"
Of a family
Far from the norm
Forgive me
For all the horrible
Games, joke, words
Actions I did
To make your life unhappy
Forgive those who
Love you
Forget the evil ones
Who strive off your pain
Be now
As the woman
I see
Grown in nature
True adult
Free yet still tortured soul
Looking for something/someone
To set the chains free
Be now
Your given name
IN this family
Be you
Be my sister
And one of my dearest friends
Be kind to yourself
Be happy
On this beautiful day
When a strong, gorgeous woman
Had a beautiful young girl.
*********************************************
My feelings
Sometimes stop me
Making me debate
The woman I've become
Or is it the humans
With their diseases
Silly, yet pathetic lies
Lingering in the back
Of my mind
How did I come
Across my mews
Ah yes through pain
So n ow that I"m a new
Woman
Striving on positive energy
Can't I talk
And make friends
Shyness and nerves
Hold me back
The positivity begins
To dwindle
Leaving me aggrevated
With thyself
The inability to want
To get fucked up in
Order to make
"So called friends"
Because then they
Wouldn't be speaking
To me
The woman I've become
The one I am
That I thought
Was enough.
*********************************************
Obstacles
Appear
As if
There isn't
Enough
Already
Here...
*********************************************
Sometimes
You are left alone
For reasons
To fight
The inner demons
Which only you
Can conquer
These moments
Far inbetween
Gods and goddess'
Are silenced
Leaving one soul
To devour many.
*********************************************
You've done it
Conquered 21 years
Of torment and guilt
Lies and laughter
Loss and gain
Forgetfulness and love
This is life
Learn from the mistakes
Gain the wisdom
From each your - every day
This is for you
The "baby"
Of a family
Far from the norm
Forgive me
For all the horrible
Games, joke, words
Actions I did
To make your life unhappy
Forgive those who
Love you
Forget the evil ones
Who strive off your pain
Be now
As the woman
I see
Grown in nature
True adult
Free yet still tortured soul
Looking for something/someone
To set the chains free
Be now
Your given name
IN this family
Be you
Be my sister
And one of my dearest friends
Be kind to yourself
Be happy
On this beautiful day
When a strong, gorgeous woman
Had a beautiful young girl.
*********************************************
My feelings
Sometimes stop me
Making me debate
The woman I've become
Or is it the humans
With their diseases
Silly, yet pathetic lies
Lingering in the back
Of my mind
How did I come
Across my mews
Ah yes through pain
So n ow that I"m a new
Woman
Striving on positive energy
Can't I talk
And make friends
Shyness and nerves
Hold me back
The positivity begins
To dwindle
Leaving me aggrevated
With thyself
The inability to want
To get fucked up in
Order to make
"So called friends"
Because then they
Wouldn't be speaking
To me
The woman I've become
The one I am
That I thought
Was enough.
*********************************************
Obstacles
Appear
As if
There isn't
Enough
Already
Here...
*********************************************