It's been awhile
Today I realized how much I miss you
The way you smiled when my arms
Reached out to touch the person I trust
The quiet moments that turned
Into indepth conversations
Lasting for hours
Where did you go for so long?
Why did you hide in that dark corner
When I held the lantern for hours
Today I realized I will always miss you.
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Twisted thoughts from a girl with a ponytail
She left her first guy bleeding in the hotel
With a note to god for sending her
To this living nightmare
Similar to the hell that waits below
The next man told her secrets she
Believed were true
Are you shocked to hear
He's hanging from his balls
While his whore calls the cops
Repeating "oh, dear... oh, dear"
I bet they didn't think she would find out
Then she comes across him
Not a boy, not a guy, not a typical man
A version blessed by the gods and goddess
She pulled her hair out of the ponytails
And kissed herself in the mirror.
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What disappeared in the air
On that night where the sky
Whirled into a deep hole
Leaving everyone behind
Except for a red rose
Bleeding it's way out
From the black, white, and grey
Shades of a dirty, sick world
Filled with rape, murder, ignorance
Racism, sexism, biasm
If you can't hate yourself
Hate everyone, they say
She would rather die
In the 70s by a drug overdose
Then from a drive-by
Due to a rival gang of 10 yr olds
Too lazy to make something out of themself
In society, so they destroy others
To gain the love they crave from the world
What disappeared in the air that night
She did,
And no one will ever notice.