I lay in bed
After masterbation
Wondering if you will
Keep hiding my secrets
I once told you,
Body slowly breathes
To let the wounded
Heart, calm down
No more sex appeal?
Not wild & crazy enough?
Too sensitive for a boy
Since you have no idea
What it is to be a man
I lay in bed
After touching and pleasing
What most guys
Take months to years
To figure out
Thinking to myself
Didn't you want to
Watch the tapes?