ok today was weird. Danii got in a fight with both Steven and Heather, im not exactly sure why maybe because im afraid of confrontation(god that doesnt sound like me at all) seriously, ive changed so much. i used to be feared and known for kicking people's asses and being random and loud. now im this quiet little thing that annoys me so much i ( Read more... )

Ok so i paid Ashely Guarra to give Drew that appology note to cure my uneven soul (oh that was deep!) and now im at my grammas with Kaylen. I love today! today was the best! it was like we couldn't be separated all day! him on me me on him absolutely wonderful and tomorrow is 3 months! everyone is having a good day. Erika is engaged and im sure ( Read more... )

i got to pick the color of Kaylens room!

I got all excited to day cuz erika told me that the vans warped tour had dates set in oregon. ya she was looking at last years! lol. My ladyfriend, Natalie called me and got excited cuz you know, of course im going to bring her! i heart her! should i be mad that Kaylen doesn't want to come? i mean it is for my birthday but thats not why i want him ( Read more... )

here i am again wasting precious minutes writting in this thing that only three people read, no matter. Danii i just read your last post, funny shit! i want to shut myself up cuz i know i should but i honestly can not understand anything steven does. so what'd you think of keely? i know she can be annoying but, she's like my best friend so i can't ( Read more... )

im not so mad at Kaylen anymore, he appologized and came over this morning. i hate being upset with him, he's so god damn cute, especially when he pucker's his lips to try and get me to kiss him. i've decided that im going to partially ignore him, i feel like i depend on him too much and need to start being more independent.he came over at like 8am ( Read more... )

once again, im fuckin pissed off at kaylen! i barely saw him last week and i was kinda ok until friday. kaylen had made plans to go snowboarding with steven but since steven couldn't come, i was back up (a lil ticked off for being backup but still happy). then i tell him i can go snowboarding and he says "no thats ok im just goin to party with ( Read more... )

today is my 15th birthday, i was so mad at gibb, he didn't meet me in the mornin but thats ok cuz he's sick. i love him so much he's a babe! i told my friends that today was my bday and i got shit loads of lap dances (thank you natalie,paul,kc...) im really bored, gonna try and get my permit tomorrow. yay! i just want to cuddle up next to kaylen ( Read more... )

im so excited! i turn 15 tomorrow and im gonna try and get my permit on tuesday! i saw meet the fockers yesterday, good movie, i love ben stiller it was great for getting my mind off things. heather has been bothering me alot lately but i didn't really care until yesterday when she was at erika's and i had left my billy idol tshirt over there, hey ( Read more... )

I was really bored last night cuz everyone around me waws talking about partying for new years and the only person that invited me to come with them was Gibb (so i said no cuz there was just no way i could do that) so my mom bought Absolut Vanilla vodka, kahlua, and peppermint shnopps. She felt bad that i had no where to go for new years so i ( Read more... )