Misery

[kitten_feathers]

I can't say that I'm very surprised by what is going on right now,... I guess I knew it would come to this in time. It never seems to fail. If there is one ounce of stability in my life it's in the fact that my dad will somehow try to ruin my life when he gets pissed enough too

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[lyricmaniac]

Get yourself out of there. It's not a healthy place for you. As soon as Dale gets his check, pay your dad what you owe him and leave. You don't deserve to be treated like crap.

Yeah...

[kitten_feathers]

I have to agree at this point. I have no idea where we're going to go,... but I can't say I really care anymore.

I hate to feel like I don't care about my dad. I hate to feel like I'm abandoning him,... but I just can't take the abuse anymore. I'll wind up just like my mom.

[alasse_wolf]

Jesus, Mary, and Joseph! And I thought that MY mom was an over-lording bitch!

She does the whole guilt-trip thing too and a lot of what your dad does, but damn! Your dad makes her look like the friggin' Mother of the Year!

I'm not even that pretty. Um.......I know I've yet to meet you in person, but I have seen pictures of you and to that I say *ahem* BULLSHIT

[kitten_feathers]

awww, thank you. XD

I'm sure I probably make it sound a little worse than it is, but not by a whole lot, unfortunately.
I do plan on getting out ASAP. Believe me. After all of this, I'm surprised that I have any feelings left for my dad at all. But I guess you can never really stop loving your parents. But he pushes me pretty close sometimes.

[alasse_wolf]

LoL You're welcome, chicka.

I understand. I know what it's like to be right at the threshold of hating a parent or both of them. I've been right there teetering at the edge of it with my mother for a few years now and I sometimes wonder why I don't just completely cut ties with her. *sigh* But, I think you're right.