BLAH

[kitten_gal]

After reading John's drunken post about how shit everything was it made me wonder why I bother at all anymore. The 'People' he was reffering to was me as I foolishly tried to help him home, yet finding that all it resolves in is abuse. I don't need this anymore. I've officialy learnt my lesson tho, which is not to help him in any way anymore. I don

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Bless you!

[martianellie]

Oh honey I do understand where you're coming from and you'll probably be in that place for a while, try not to fall into the trap that means all your love turns to hate though - you'll just end up the same as me and john and we all know how shitty that was! In the end, building up too much negative feeling only hurts yourself... John won't express his hurt or pain (even if he is feeling it) so you'll end up spiralling further and further into resentment and all that crap. It makes perfect sense for you to feel how you do - it's exactly how I felt and it will probably carry on for a while. Let it run it's course but don't draw a line through any possibility of friendship with John forever... it would be such a shame as you two did get on so well... it probably needs alot of space. Christmas'll do you guys some good I expect. However long it does take, I'll be around and I'm always quite happy to listen to random rantings or whatever you need me for. I hope you get your happy back soon.

[creatore_magico]

Hey babe, hang in there I think you are doing awsome, and LJ is a good venting place. At least he still wants to br friends, but you cant put your feeling at risk too much. Hope you feel better soon, I think our uni works gonna rock this tearm anyway!

<3 Your on my Flist now if you wanna read my journal too. *chu*

On a completely separate note

[odeevil_jazz]

Your birthday is only two days before mine. We should totally hook up. I haven't had a decent birthday since I was young enough to have a bouncey castle. (how come entitlement to having a bouncey castle at parties comes full circle but stuff like running up the beach naked doesn't)

So missy you better-
a) Start updating more, it's good for you!
b) Get in touch so we can make some plans.

I'd be totally happy with having it in exeter or maybe even wangle one of the oxford lot to host it? I don't want to spend another birthday in South Wales. Please don't make me!!!!!!!!!!