He wants to make it all offical..but I ask him why? Titles are for other people. I'm not with you for other people. I'm with you because I want to. I want you.

Spent hours at Carpe with Lyndsey and Elizabeth. It was different. I didn't hate it...but I didn't necessarily like it either. They kept talking about things/people I knew nothing of...

"I'm not gonna fuq this up," he says. "I'm gonna be with you."

You're way more attractive than the tile, he says...then I follow him to the bathroom to keep an eye on him while he vomits. I pulled his hair back and even wiped his nose...He's a good boy, and I'm glad.

I must be trippin' cuz I'm fallin' for you.

Now he's guilt-stricken, sobbing with his head on the floor. Thinks about her now and how he never really wept...

Maybe I'll be the one throwing phones one day, because I'll be damned if I'm the one to fuck this up.

Went to Josh's and watched Lilo + Stitch today. It was very, very cute. Can't wait to see him tomorrow.

Needles are scarey. Hold me, it's so cold.

Tell me how could you compromise yourself like this? Tell me how could you blame anyone else when you aren't really committed? Tell me where was your head when you broke that promise to yourself, the one where you don't forget ( Read more... )

Same shit, different day.

Sometimes I wish I could just turn my back and run-just turn my back and run away. Sometimes I feel like I just gotta gotta get a gun and reach the top of the world my own way...

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'58.3%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh 65.1%Shamelessness59.5%
It takes a couple of drinks 79.3% Sex Drive 60.5%
A fool for love, but not always77.7%Straightness7.1%
Knows the other body type like a map 45.1% Gayness 58.9%
Had that experience at camp 83.2%
Fucking Sick79.6%
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