suggestions?

[kittenface41188]

So I am going to have dinner with my mom on the 20th...i have to tell her that I am not coming home for the summer

i have already told her this before but she is in denial

i dont feel welcome at my home, well prior home, always on my toes and i dont want to deal with it anymore

i dont want to loose my mom...i love my mom...

fuk...

Comments

[jeminigrl87]

Just be prepared for anything. She'll eventually understand how you feel. Maybe as long as you visit her a lot she won't be too upset by it.

I don't think you'll lose your mom. I think it'll be hard for her, but I don't think you'll lose her. She loves you too much. I flat out refused to go with my mom or listen to what she had to say, and I've still got her, whether I want her or not.

*huuuuuuuuuug* You can't help how you feel, and you need to do what's right by you. Your happiness is the most important. It took me a LONG ass time to even begin learning that. And it's really hard, but definitely possible.