Out.

[kittiemolester]

I know I never go on here. No one reads this and I know that.
I just want to let this out.
I don't like Maine, I don't like the people here in Maine, and I don't like how I have become since I came here. I'm different and I can't seem to figure out what happened. I don't really ever know whats going on around me, and I feel like I'm in a daze all the

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[aphotic_desire]

maine is a beautiful and fun place.. to visit. living there and growing up there is lame and makes life seem insipid.

oh and pee ess i read it so :P

[kittiemolester]

pat i miss you. *hug* and thank you

[tragiverse]

Maine does suck.

It's too much of a place where people sit around for the rest of their lives (hence: vacation land); but the people here suck too. It's definitely that air of laziness the old people give off that effects the kids, so all they search for is drama.

I'm with you on leaving in the summer.

[kittiemolester]

It does, and now I realize there are so many people up here that go to counciling because they live like this day in and day out. Well, I don't want that to happen to me. Theres more to life then Maine, and not many of the older people up here see that. All they see is Maine. They see nothing better then Maine. I've lived outside of Maine and I know there is something to look forward to everyday. Up here I feel like I'm lost, stuck and can't get out. But anyways. I'm ranting again XD
Thank you Kyle *hug* ^^ You're a cool guy, always thought that. But with Linda always around my head is fogged up.
haha you're leaving in the summer too? Kick ass. I bet you'll also live a better life too. Take care, and hope we can talk more from now on. Hopefully.

[eiramalrac]

I'll miss you...Are you going to stay in contact with anyone?

[kittiemolester]

I miss you too, and please don't think I hate you. I would never. Just I was sick and tired of the everyday bullshit I have to deal with here in Winthrop. I will definitely keep in contact with you Carla <3 I do love you lots, and sometime I dream about living in Buckfield with you and everyone. I do miss it sometimes. But then Maine altogether is giving me a ripe old headache everyday. I need to get out of this place soon and fast. But I shall keep in contact with you hun. Take Care
Love you mucho <3