Well I decided to update for once in my life becuase I'm bored of MySpace, and other sites. But I did fine the coolest one on the planet, but I won't tell you unless you want to join under me and be one of my buddies. <3 That's the only way I'll do it.
It is a really nifty instant messaging thing but it's better. It is like AIM but you have ( Read more... )

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Over the past two days or so, I've been hoping and praying that something good would happen to me.  Hoping that I would end up seeing people that I haven't seen in a long time, or end up with a guy that I like. I guess that I have it set in my mind that something good will happen to me soon. I read my horoscopes, even though sometimes they don't ( Read more... )

*sigh*

I would really love to just float away right about now. My family has turned into one of those disfuctional families that you see. They never get along because of one person that messes it all up...fucks your life up. That is my brother, he has fucked it all up for us. My mom says anything to him, he says 'fuck you!', 'go away!', or just ( Read more... )

Hung out with Tim today which was nice because we never get to actually hang out together anymore. We ended up talking most the time, and the other time we watched movies. It was a nice day also because I actually did something other than sit around and feel lazy all day. I miss having friends...

Tomorrow is my birthday and I will be 17! <3 ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair because I hated the color of how it was turning. It wasn't anything I hoped for last time I dyed it. So now it is a darkish color again. It is prettyful! ^_^
Hopefully tomorrow I will be gettin' my industrial!!! <3

I finally got new headphones to drown out that loud shit on the bus!!! YAY! <3

17 in 2 days!

Why must everything be so difficult?
Why must everyone be so stubbern?
And why must I always feel like this?

I'm sick of everything, and everyone in it. I feel non-exsistent; taken out of dream world and droped into reality. Everything in reality is difficult and rough-edged, and it seems like nothing goes right. Dream world consists of happy, ( Read more... )

Yet again I did nothing this weekend, and don't think anything is going to happen now that Brandon hasn't come back from mowing the lawn. We were sopposed to hang out, well I wanted to but he didn't think that we could. He said that he'd get back online and that we will see. If not he said he'd see me tomorrow during the Day of Caring BBQ.
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For a while now I have had my eyes on some guy at school, but never said anything because I knew that nothing would ever happen between myself and him. He is a senior and I'm a lazy junior. But for the past month I have begun to admire him quite a bit more and have actually started to talk with him. He seems very nice, but I am still a little shy ( Read more... )