Comments | kittieporn: Not a damn thing

kittieporn

Not a damn thing

Nov 18, 2003 11:55

So, it's another day. I think I have a stranger in my head. It's ok, really. I wasn't living there.

Breakfasted on a lovely bowl of "Anxiety Flakes" today. I'm so very fond. It's not music that makes the world go 'round..it's anxiety, insidious self-doubt, obsessions and multiple personalities. I miss 20. I feel so incomplete.

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lunamaiden November 18 2003, 17:26:46 UTC

I know.........you say it isn't but ....this is all my fault. I am sorry.

I just wanted us to be able to live our life the way we always wanted to. It is my foolishness that did this.

No blame game... kittieporn November 19 2003, 06:34:10 UTC

No...it is *NOT* your fault. I was completely in control of an operational brain at the time of decision...that we *BOTH* made. No one is to blame. I do not know what-the-f#!k is the deal...but it isn't you. I could deliver a list of possibilities..but why bother?
I wanted us to live our life by our preferences too..... so there is no blame.