i went to the mall with hayley and  saw Meagan today, my god she's fucking hot. we were kissing and she had her lip ring in and ahhhhh i think that is so hot when she has her lip ring in and kissin me*big smiles*.i looked into her eyes and damn she has the most beautifulest eyes i have ever seen. i love her so much. There was a moment where she was ( Read more... )

F I R S T
First Best Friend: kaycie and amanda s.
First Crush: don't remember
First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend: meagan
First Date: don't do thos
First Kiss: lol don't remember
First Album/CD: beck mellow gold
First Piercing/Tattoo: a dragan on my back and then got my ears done
First Enemy:  everyone in 1st grade lolz
First Time Dying My Hair: in 6th grade
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i'm sorry hayley...... i'm now worried really badly

i'm w/ Meagan now i'm happy i love her so much and have miss her so. i don't care about anything else because i have what i have wanted for a while and thats her, she means more to me then anyone. All this other drama ppl are trying to bring its juss a waste of there time....... i love you Meagan

omg today was bad, i will never do it again! i feel bad cuzz one of my friends is gonna get intouble cuzz we were being dumb i will never do that again. i just really hope to god that he's mother does not come to my house ahhhhhhh,,bad day!

i n f o r m a t i o n
*name: Amanda
*single or taken: ? not sure
*sex:  female
*bday: oct 13
*sign: libra
*siblings: sister and step brother 
*hair color: light brown
*eye color: light brown, dark brown
*height: 5,6

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
*where is your favorite place to shop: no where here
*any tattoos or piercing: 2 tattoos,7 piercings

s p e c i f i c s
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i saw meagan today god i miss her yes i still wanna be w/ her and yes i would be a better gf then before i would try hard to see her when ever she wanted. i'd do anything for her i just want to be back with her.. i'm still inlove her even if she doesn't love me. like today after i marched i sat down and started to cry  cuzz i miss her so and i juss ( Read more... )

The Noose

So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
Without myself

You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious ( Read more... )

i feel empty *sadness*

Diary of a Madman/Lovesong

Screaming out the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation endless price I'll have to pay
Diary of a madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary I'm here to stay
Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you however long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
There's ( Read more... )