Well sometimes I feel like I'm left behind ( Read more... )

I don't think I can do this anymore...had Dark Tranquility on tuesday, drank, work party friday, drank, BBQ saturday, drank and Black Label Society last night, drank. Now I feel like absolute shit and have the worst tinnitus ever. But I had fun! *Really* looking forward to night shift tonight...

I'm normally never awake now unless I have to be, but I just woke up from a dream. THE DREAM, you know, the one you think about even when you're awake, and it's pathetic cos it involves TON coming out and touring. It was so fucking real, lining up and getting into the fairly empty pit, talking to Peter, thanking him for coming and then drooling on ( Read more... )

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So Thai airlines had to go and have that crash all over the news THE DAY BEFORE I FLY THEM. They suck. As if I wasnt terrified enough as it was! Gr.
Two weeks, hot stinking thailand, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, i need a hug and a laugh. Just had a big session with em, I told her how much I have hated living with her and feeling like I don't need to have any loyalties to her because she's never had any for me. (She's a messy inconsiderate housemate who drives me crazy). And what brought this all up? Da da da!!! I'm moving....here in the next two weeks ( Read more... )

Not much has been going on as usual. My room is clean for once after a huge chuck-out session yesterday. Bob and I had a beautiful anniversary, he LOVED his ring and bought me a new cymbal kit so now I have no excuses not to be a good drummer (yeah right ( Read more... )

I only ever seem to have the urge to write in here when i feel lonely and lost. I don't even know why I feel like that, I mean life is fucking amazing right now. But just lacking ( Read more... )

I am deleriously tired and happy and excited. Can't wait to start spoiling this little bundle of joy and play with it's softer-than-soft baby head. (Crazy I know, I did two night shifts in the nursery where little bundle probably is now whilst mum gets some sleep, but all I did whilst feeding them was play withh their downy heads ( Read more... )