I hate you I love you - chapter 3
Title: I hate you I love you
Length: 3/?
Author: Kittlewit
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, smutt (later on though)
Summary: Yunho and Jaejoong have a love hate relationship as brothers, but soon Yunho starts to develop feelings byond brotherly love...
Warnings: Incest, smut, yaoi
“Well, what should we do?”
“Find the beanie bags, and make camp.”
“What do we eat? And drink?”
“Hmmm. I have some sushi left from lunch, and some chocolate bars. All I have to drink is two diet cokes and a coconut drink.”
“Better then nothing, I guess.”
Jaejoong wondered up the stairs to the platform the beanie bags were, grabbed three and brought them down and arraigned them to a sort of luxury bed. After staring at his little brother for a few seconds, Yunho followed suit, and placed his bags very close to Jaejoong’s.
“Want a chocolate bar?”
“Yes please, Yunho”
Yunho took out the two bars, chucked one at Jaejoong and unwrapped the other for himself. He couldn’t help but watch Jaejoong eat the bar.
It was still light outside, but it was fading fast. Jaejoong’s face looked beautiful in the grayish light. The coldness outside seemed to be seeping into the library through little nooks and crannies. Yunho shivered. It sure was cold here. He just hoped the electricity would come back on soon.
“We should ring umma and appa - they’re probably worried sick!”
“Yunho,” said Jaejoong, with a mouthful of chocolate, “it’s quarter to five. They won’t be worried for at least four hours. Well, about me at least. Your bedtime is in two hours, so maybe you should call them after all.”
“Ha ha, very funny. I still think I should call them.”
“There’s no reception in here.”
“How on earth would you know that! This is a library, for Pete's sake!”
“So? Where else am I supposed to make private calls? or not, as the case maybe.”
Yunho shook his head.
They sat in awkward silence for a few minutes, until Jaejoong could stand it no more. He coughed loudly, cleared his throat, glanced at Yunho, who ignored him, and eventually said
“So, Yunho...anyone you got a crush on?”
Yunho started choking on his last piece of chocolate.
“Wh-why, Jaejoong?”
“Jeez, I was just wondering. Hay, why does Dong Wook hate me, by the way?”
“Oh, that’s because you’re going out with Junki. Dong Wook has a thing for Junki.” Yunho snickered.
“WHAT!? He likes MY Junki? That bastard! Who the hell does he think he is! Lord, Yunho, the people you chose to befriend, honestly.”
“Excuse me? What about you, little brother? Junki’s no saint, and all your friends snitch on your conversations in class. You think you’re so cool just because you hang around with people two years older the you, you think they accept you? They only put up with you because you’re going out with Junki.”
“You know what Yunho? You know what they say about you to me? They say-” But he was interrupted by Yunho’s laugh.
“Why do we always do this, Boo?”
“Huh?”
“Why do we always fight like this. I mean, why can’t we have a nice talk with each other. And Boo, I’m sorry about what I said. Your friends, they don’t bitch about you in class. And I’m sure they like you in spite of Junki.”
“Thanks, Yunho. So, what shall we talk about?”
“The answer to your question, yes.”
“What question?”
“Do I have a crush.”
“Ooooo, who is it?” Jaejoong grinned as he felt a good old gossip coming.
However, Yunho suddenly leaned in extremely close to him, and whispered softly in his ear
“Not telling.”
Then he pulled back and laughed.
Jaejoong wanted to kick him.
Three hours passed, and they talked. They talked about stupid things - their favorite manga, their favorite films, books, TV shows. It made them realize how little they knew about each other. They had never been what you could call close, but they didn’t know it was this bad.
By now it was pitch black outside, and they could only just make out each other’s faces. At first they had tried to use their phones as torches, but it used up too much battery.
They laughed nervously. Yunho suddenly noticed that his brother was shivering.
“Jaejoong, are you cold?”
“N-n-no, I’m fi-i-ine.”
Yunho raised an eyebrow
“Your teeth are chattering. Come here.” Jaejoong shuffled towards Yunho, and sort snuggled up to him. Yunho pulled him into his arms. It felt, weird. It felt weird to be so close to his brother. He noticed that his brother’s heartbeat was extremely fast.
Yunho also noticed that Jaejoong was silently crying in his arms.
“Boo, why are you crying?”
“Yunho, am I ugly?”
“What? Why? Has anyone said that to you?”
“No, it’s just, that...I think, I think Junki is seeing someone else.”
“What makes you think that?”
“He never calls me or texts me anymore, and he hardly ever talks to me when his friends are around, and I always see him texting someone under the table. And once I saw him in town a few days before my birthday with some people, and he bought some really expressive cologne, but he gave me a dog tag necklace.”
“How do you know the cologne wasn’t for himself?”
“Cos he says it feels icky on his skin.”
“Jaejoong, you’re very, very beautiful.”
Jaejoong blushed a deep deep red. He was feeling even more uncomfortable in his brothers arms.
“And anyway, I thought you two had an open relationship.”
“Not anymore! Two weeks ago, he asked me to go steady. And I said yes! I feel like such an idiot!”
“You’re not an idiot. You’re incredible. I saw you revising. You tried and you got an A. Just imagine what you can achieve in the future!”
Jaejoong sniffed. Yunho gently twisted Jaejoong’s face round to face his.
“Jaejoong, just believe in yourself, ok.”
Jaejoong had never in his whole life been so close to Yunho’s face. He had never noticed the small lines around his lips, the dark colour of his irises. Suddenly the both of them were leaning into each other, and their lips were millimeters apart.
“Jaejoong” Yunho breathed
“Yunh-” But Jaejoong’s lips were captured in a light kiss. He immediately pushed his brother away.
“Yunho, what the hell do you think you’re doing?” Jaejoong was shaking. Not was because he was angry, well he was, but what worried him, was that when Yunho kissed him, he felt a strange feeling in his stomach. A very, pleasurable feeling.
“Do you want me to stop then?”
“No.” And Jaejoong attacked Yunho’s lips. Yunho’s hands wrapped around Jaejoong’s neck, and he leant back to lay on the beanie bags. Jaejoong groaned as he fell on top of Yunho. As he deepened their kiss, Jaejoong could feel a bulge in Yunho’s pants. Grabbing it, Jaejoong squeezed. Yunho moaned loudly, and Jaejoong hardened immediately. Jaejoong’s hand left Yunho’s crotch, and went inside Yunho’s pants, while the other went to his brother’s fly, and started to undo the button and zipper.
Within seconds Yunho’s jeans were off, and then Jaejoong broke off their kiss to yank Yunho’s top off, so now he was just in his boxers. But when Jaejoong made to remove this offending item, Yunho stopped him.
“Why am I almost naked, but you’re fully clothed?”
Jaejoong just smiled sneakily, and sat up, and started to strip. Soon, Jaejoong was completely naked.
While Jaejoong was still sitting, Yunho swallowed his hardened length and started to lick it. Jaejoong tried hard not to scream with pleasure. He grabbed Yunho’s head, and started to pull it up and down. Far too soon for either of them, Jaejoong came, and Yunho lapped up the sweet taste.
Pushing Jaejoong down to lie on his back, Yunho licked his fingers and gently inserted one of them into Jaejoong’s entrance, and then slowly added the others.
When Jaejoong was ready, Yunho pulled his boxers off, and entered his brother. He slowly moved up and down, running his hands over Jaejoong’s torso, kissing the hardened nipples.
Jaejoong couldn’t believe how large Yunho was, and how much he enjoyed having him inside of himself. Suddenly, he let out a sound in-between a scream and an orgasmic yell.
“Faster, Yunho, faster!”
Yunho grabbed Jaejoong’s shoulders to give him leverage, and pulled himself in and out of Jaejoong harder and faster, moaning and groaning in rhythm with their bodies.
Yunho then started to pull on Jaejoong’s length, and Yunho came just before Jaejoong, his seed spilling into Jaejoong, and seconds later his hand was wet with Jaejoong’s.
Pulling out of him, Yunho flopped down on the beanie bag.
Panting, he glanced at Jaejoong, then they both put their boxers on. Suddenly Yunho pulled Jaejoong into his arms, and they fell asleep, absolutely exhausted.
OMG - that is the first time I have ever written smut! i hope it didn't suck!
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