I hate you I love you - chapter 5

[kittlewit]

Title: I hate you I love you
Length: 5/?
Author: Kittlewit
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, smutt
Summary: Yunho and Jaejoong have a love hate relationship as brothers, but soon Yunho starts to develop feelings byond brotherly love...
Warnings: Incest, smut, yaoi


Walking through school something was different. Jaejoong looked around. Nope, it wasn’t the students - they carried on with conversations as he passed by. But somehow the atmosphere was wrong, tenser. Jaejoong’s sense of foreboding increased as he reached the canteen at lunch.

Jaejoong wasn’t sure if after what happened the last time he and Junki were in the canteen together, he should sit with Junki. But Yunho was talking to Dong wook - who had a black eye, and Jaejoong knew he wouldn’t be able to keeps his hands (or his feet, for that matter) to himself if he sat with Yunho.

Putting on his best fake smile, he strode over to his usual table, and sat next to Junki.
“Hi baby. Miss me?” He was expecting Junki to try and kiss him, of at least feel him up. But Junki acted like Jaejoong wasn’t there, and carried on talking to Junsu. Clearing his throat loudly, Jaejoong said
“Junki, baby, are you ok?”
“Jaejoong, can we talk later. After school.” Then he got up and walked out of the canteen. Junsu looked at Jaejoong, who shrugged.

When the last bell rang at the end of the day, Jaejoong packed up his bag, and wondered through the halls, not paying attention to where he was going. Somehow, he managed to make it to the roof, and saw Junki already there.
“Junki, what’s up?” asked Jaejoong, uncertainly.
“What did you do last night, after you detention?”
“I went home” relied Jaejoong, cautiously.
“Really? Wow, that’s strange, because I saw you in a café getting off with your brother!” Junki was almost shaking, and when Jaejoong gasped and stepped towards him, Junki backed quickly, looked at Jaejoong’s outstretched hand in disgust.
“Get away from me, you freak of nature!”
Jaejoong stopped in his tracks, a look of hurt on his face.
“I’ve just got one question Jaejoong, just one. Why?”
Jaejoong didn’t answer at once, but lifted his head up to meet Junki’s and looked him in the eye.
“Because I love him.”

Yunho waited patiently for Jaejoong to come to the car, to give his little brother a lift home. However, when Jaejoong finally came out, his beautiful face was blotched with tears.
“Boo, what’s the matter?” Yunho ran over to Jaejoong, worry etched on his face.
“It’s Junki. He, he saw us Yunho! At the café, and he says if we don’t end it now he’s going to tell everyone!” Yunho pulled Jaejoong into a tight hug, the younger ones head burrowed in Yunho’s neck.
“But, boo, who’d believe him? Everyone thinks we hate each other!”
 “When he saw us, he took pictures on his phone. He showed them to me, Yunnie! No one could deny our relationship if they saw those pictures!”
“Well, why does he want us to break up? Does he want you back?” Yunho knew it was wrong, but he desperately hoped not. Jaejoong was his, and no one, not even Junki-I’ve-got-picture-proof could change that.
“No, he said we were freaks, and what we have is disgusting and wrong. And oh, Yunho, he threatened to tell Umma and Appa!” 
“Well, maybe we should call it off for a while - just until I leave school at the end of this year, and Junki will graduate then too.”
“But Yunho, I can’t wait that long. I can’t see what’s wrong with us! If I were a girl, then yeah, cause our children would be deformed, but I’m not!”
Yunho kissed the top of Jaejoong’s head, then carefully pulled him into the car. Jaejoong didn’t stop crying until they got home.

“Yunho, can we just, you know, one more time before we take a break? Please?”
Yunho knew it was wrong, and if they were caught, it would be disastrous, but right there and then, he really didn’t care.

Dragging Jaejoong upstairs, Yunho checked if their parents were home. Nope. They tumbled into Yunho bedroom, and fell on the floor, their mouths locked in a powerful kiss. Yunho started to unbutton his shirt, and Jaejoong undid Yunho’s belt. After Yunho was shirtless, with his trousers halfway down his legs, he started to undress Jaejoong. Before long they were both naked, with Jaejoong’s legs wrapped around Yunho’s small waist. Yunho reached up to his bedside table, pulled open the drawer, and fumbled around it until he found the small tube.  Twisting it open, he lathered up his erected length, and also Jaejoong’s entrance.

Almost too soon, Yunho pulled out his fingers and quickly replaced them, moving up and down fast, swallowing Jaejoong’s moans of pain.

Yunho suddenly sped up, then started to pump Jaejoong just as fast, moving his hand in time with his own thrusts. The sheer pleasure this gave Jaejoong was almost to much, and tried to call out, but Yunho just kissed him with more force. Jaejoong started crying. He help it. Not because Yunho was being forceful, no Jaejoong liked that. It was because Jaejoong knew that after this was over, they would have to go back to being the feuding brothers, arguing over stupid things like before. Yunho wouldn’t hold Jaejoong like this again, and by the time Jaejoong would graduate, and they could live together away from people who knew them, Yunho might find someone else. That thought alone caused Jaejoong to cry even harder.

Yunho was starting to come, but this time Jaejoong came first, his shouts of pleasure dimmed by the tears streaming down his face onto his chest. When Yunho came inside Jaejoong, Jaejoong prayed that time could stop, and they could stay like this forever.

But soon enough Yunho was pulling out of him, kissing him gently on the lips, then standing up.
“C’mon boo. We need to shower before Umma and Appa come home.”

The next day at school, Junk had prepared a very long text to everyone of his friends in school, with a message telling them to pass it to everyone they knew who either knew or had heard of Jung Yunho and/or Jung Jaejoong. The actual content of the text was three of the seven pictures he had taken. If Jaejoong came in, and had broken things off with Yunho, then he would stick to his word, and delete the message without sending it to a soul.

He just couldn’t figure out what had come over them to make those feelings exist. It was wrong, and sick and...Junki just didn’t like it. He knew he was going to miss Jaejoong, but there was no way now they could ever be together again. Where was the trust? True, Junki had been meeting up that day to sleep with Dong wook, but at least Dong wook wasn’t his brother!

he looked up and saw Jaejoong walking towards him. AS he got nearer, Junki could smell Yunho on the boy. Dong wook smelt of Yunho too, but without the added smell of sex.

“You’ve got you’re way, Junki. We broke up. Are you happy now?”
“Jaejoong, how did he take it?”
“He cried. I cried. But we agreed it was for the best, ok?”
“You’re lying.” And he pressed the ‘send’ button.

Hope you like this my loverlys!! please comment!!!!
I have some important exams to revise for, but i'll try to keep updating, but it might be slower...after half way through Jan it should be back to the norm!


kittlewit.livejournal.com/2341.html#cutid1 - chapter 3
community.livejournal.com/jaeho_detox/2249126.html - chapter 2
community.livejournal.com/jaeho_detox/2245447.html - chapter 1