I hate you I love you - chapter 7

[kittlewit]

Title: I hate you I love you
Length: 7/?
Author: Kittlewit
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, smutt
Summary: Yunho and Jaejoong have a love hate relationship as brothers, but soon Yunho starts to develop feelings byond brotherly love...
Warnings: Incest, smut, yaoi

Jaejoong had been in Japan for three months. The boarding school in Tokyo was huge. One thousand pupils. Jaejoong had made a couple of friends, but apart from them, he knew no one’s name. His teachers had been kind to him at first, but after three months of Jaejoong’s cold attitude, they had given up trying to help him.

He and Yunho had secretly been sending letter to each other, but soon their parents had somehow found ou, and had put a stop to this immediately. He had not spoken to or heard from Yunho in over two months. It was killing Jaejoong, eating away at him inside.

“Jaejoong - kun?”
“Umm?”
“Um, a lady is here to see you.”
“What’s her name?”
“She said Inoue - chan. She’s pretty - is she your girlfriend? Gosh, you’ve only been here for three months!”
“She’s just a friend. Tell her I’ll be down in a minute, will you Kamenashi - kun?”

Jaejoong had become friends with Inoue Mao very quickly. She had been staying in Seoul with her boyfriend, ad when they both moved to Tokyo, she had practically adopted him, showing him everywhere. Jaejoong couldn’t help but love Tokyo, even though it kept him apart from his Yunnie. The neon lights drew in his soul, and the busy streets helped to bury his sorrow.

“Jaejoong - kun!”
“Mao - chan! I haven’t seen you for a week! Where have you been?”
“At my grandma’s in Kobe. I bought you something, by the way.”
“Ooooo, what? Give me my present please!” Jaejoong sang in a sing song voice.
Laughing, Mao pulled out a DVD set of ‘Goong’.
“I just hope you don’t already have it!”
“No, my parents wouldn’t buy it for me, thank you so much.” He pulled her into a bear hug, when Kamenashi came in.
“Oh, sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt!”
“Don’t be silly, Kame - kun. You’ve met Mao before.” Kamenashi nodded stiffly at Mao, who took the hint and left.

“Sorry, I really didn’t mean to chase your girlfriend away.”
“Kame - kun, she honestly isn’t my girlfriend.”
“Jaejoong, you don’t have to call me Kame - kun anymore - I’d like it if you just called me Kame.”
“Are you sure?”
“Hmm. Shall we go to our room, Jaejoong?” Kame and Jaejoong shared a room, and the two had become very close friends. Jaejoong thought that Kame was very good looking, but was insulted when people said that he, Jaejoong, was more feminine then Kame.

After changing to their pajamas, they both climbed into their warm beds. It was late - almost 11:30.
“Jaejoong?”
“Hei.”
“Are you sure that girl isn’t your girlfriend?”
“Positive. Kame, why do you care?”
“No reason...”
“Well, goodnight.”
“Goodnight. And Jaejoong, sleep well.”

Jaejoong was awakened at around one thirty from a very sexy dream about Yunho. Damn. He had a slight...problem now. He sat up to see Kame sitting at the foot of his bed, staring at the bulge emerging from under his covers.
“Kame!?”
“Jaejoong, is that for me?”
“Huh?”
“That. Do you feel the same way about me that I do about you?”
“Uh, Kame, I was dreaming about Yun-” Jaejoong managed to stop himself blurting out his brother’s name.
“Yun?”
“You. I was dreaming about you.”

Kame crawled up to him, his face now centimeters away from Jaejoong’s face.
“I really like you too, Jaejoong.” Kame nervously kissed Jaejoong lightly on his lips. Part of Jaejoong wanted to push Kame away, to tell him how wrong he was. But maybe it was the fact that he had just had a ho dream, or it was his loneliness, or maybe it was the growing suspicion that Yunho didn’t love him, and had met someone else. But he found himself kissing Kame passionately back, coaxing the others mouth open, to gently push his tongue in.

Quickly pulling each other’s clothes off, Jaejoong was on top of the naked Kame, running his hands all over the other’s chest. Smiling, he started to gently insert Kame’s fingers into his behind. Rolling over, so now Kame was on top, Jaejoong took Kame’s hand out, and pulled out a tube from under his bed, and lathered the cool gel on Kame’s throbbing length, and rubbed in around his own entrance. Kame guided his cock into Jaejoong, and started to move up and down at a steady pace.

Jaejoong started to moan...
“Oh, oh, harder, please, harder, faster, Yunho faster!”
Kame suddenly stopped, and looked at Jaejoong, who stared back in horror.
“Yunho. Yunho? Who the fuck is Yunho?”
Jaejoong didn’t know what to say, especially when realization dawned on Kame’s face.
“Wait..didn’t you say your brother was called Yunho?” Pulling out of Jaejoong in disgust, Kame quickly grabbed his clothes, and ran to the bathroom.

Sighing, and trembling in fear of what would happen if Kame told someone, Jaejoong also pulled his pajamas on. He had never wanted to talk to Yunho so badly, but started to cry when he imagined the look of hurt on Yunho’s face when he told him he had slept (however briefly) with someone else.

How had he been so stupid? He had only slept with Kame because he was sexually frustrated. After dating Junki, Jaejoong had been used to having sex at least four times a week, he had not been able to handle three months of chastity, having to please himself in the shower.

Somehow he drifted into a restless sleep, dreaming of Yunho finding out about him and Kame. Yunho had pushed him away in disgust, turning his back on Jaejoong, going to some unknown friend’s welcoming arms. Jaejoong just sat in the corner, crying.

Sorry for the long wait! I’m going on holiday for four days, so I won’t be updating for a while, but I’ll probably write on the plane...so the next update may be longer!!

And thank you SO much to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, I love you guys!! You know how much I love comments!! hint hint hint...


(  Chapter 5 )

kittlewit.livejournal.com/2341.html#cutid1 - chapter 3
community.livejournal.com/jaeho_detox/2249126.html - chapter 2
community.livejournal.com/jaeho_detox/2245447.html - chapter 1