Nightmare

[kittnslave]

Ok so I can't stop crying I was woken up from the worst nightmare I ever had - I realized something - there is now someone in my life I would kill for

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[sara_super_id]

Can you get disability for your daughter? Obviously she needs all day care...

You are in my thoughts. Try everything, see if you can get foodstamps, wic, electricity aid, call PGE they might have a program. Go to emergency food banks--they might help you too.

[blackchurch]

I had an epiphany when Thoren got to a certain age, that he was mine, mine to love, mine to cherish, mine to protect. Prior to this I didn't get it, I didn't want to be a father, I didn't want to deal with the death of my own ego. Now the idea of him not being in my life is unthinkable. I constantly want to hold him, kiss his cheeks and I prefer that he sleep next to me in bed (much to Alezah's irritation I might ad! lol) There must be options out there, no one is going to take your baby, try to be patient and in the meantime love your baby.