I don't remember when or what I last wrote and I am too lazy to look it up. So I might repeat myself. Who cares, not many folks read this anymore anyway ( Read more... )

So I had one of those shitty days where everything goes wrong and you feel like crap and hate yourself and the world. And earlier Zack showed me this funny pic of a little boy with a school assignment where he had to write his greatest wish and it was to punch god in the face. It was funny. And then tonight I realized I want to punch god in the ( Read more... )

Guys! I have a plushie design up for voting on squishable.com. If you have a moment please vote for it. You can log in with your facebook account to register your vote if you don't want to make an account with the site. If the design does great in the polling then it'll be made into a real stuffed animal for anyone to buy and I'll get some prize ( Read more... )

I am feeling lonely. I miss my dog. I feel guilty that I am not closer to the cat - even though I have been the one taking care of her for a couple years now we haven't really bonded. I play with her (I even made her a special toy that she loves). I feed her. I clean up after her. It makes me happy and proud that she is doing well and is happy.... ( Read more... )

Sorry for being all wahhhhh. Doc thinks it is allergies aggravating my issues and I should see a specialist. So I will do that later. In the meantime I have lots more meds. I also saw the podiatrist and have some new foot exercises to do and have to get some otc orthotics since doc said the custom ones aren't covered by insurance and are very ( Read more... )

I'm seriously worried... I have always gotten sick more frequently than others but lately it has been worse than usual. I have been sick more than healthy in the past few months with a sinus infection, ear infection, and now another sinus infection. If my ear is infected again it is the 4th or 5th time since Jan. I didn't sleep last night because ( Read more... )

On Wednesday I had to have my dog, Cookie, euthanized. Tonight on my way home from work I picked up her ashes from the vet's office. They're sitting on my desk now. I thought I was one of those "It's only a useless empty husk once the spirit has left" people... but it's strangely comforting to have this carved box in sight. Yesterday I started ( Read more... )

I just want a smidge of advice, if any artists even still watch me on here. #^.^#;; I'm working on a pretty elaborate (for me!) drawing with inked lines, marker and colored pencil. And I want to fill in the white space in the background, preferably with something faint but textured looking. Any ideas for doing that without too much mess or fuss ( Read more... )

I have nightmares every night. They are not fun. The other day my mom was asking me what they were like, and luckily they do fade after waking so I couldn't really give a concrete example. Just that my brain likes to make me scared/upset, and then when I think I've reached a point to end the nightmare (deal with the situation one way or another) it ( Read more... )

In June my hands started hurting and they were all stiff in the morning - it was actually hard to grasp things. I had to wrap the dog's leash around my hand a bunch of times on her morning walks because I couldn't trust my hands to close properly and grip it tightly enough. It was weird and it didn't let up after a couple weeks so I went to the doc ( Read more... )