today went pretty darmn well! my friends from santa barbara came down here to riverside to kidnap me today...it was fun ( Read more... )

this morning i was asked a question by jimmys mother that kind of caught me off guard.
she asked me if there is anything i wanted to tell her and i said ....no not right now.

the thing is...is i am pregnant...my mother knows but jimmys family doesn't know....yet!

none of my friends know either.

well no good things have happened but no bad things have happened either. my life is good and my family is well. i am content with the things i have done and content with the things i have not done. i know i could have done much more with my life but i love the choices i have made and do not regret them. life is good :)

well not much going on right now ( Read more... )

last night was extremely intereting. i just hope it never happens again ( Read more... )

well today jimmy, his mom, his uncle and little cousin just left to go to another one of their cousins house to help move her out. i think she lives out in moreno valley and is moving some where closer...i really don't know,none of my business ( Read more... )

i am sick as hell. the muscules in my arms and legs are starting to give on me.

i can't hear out of my left ear, my legs feel weak and i can barely stay awake let alone keep my eyes open.

welcome to the joy of being me :)

i hate this so much, i hate this so much! but i don't know what this is! i just have so many thoughts running through out my head and i don't understand them. i would like to believe that everything in my life was nothing but a dream...i don't want to say a bad dream but i don't want to say a good dream. my life is nothing less than meaningless ( Read more... )

i have a lot of time to think through out the day and it never fails...what am i doing ( Read more... )

i haven't been feeling to well lately. i found out yesterday that in order for everyone in the house to leave me and jimmy alone, i must fake having my period ( Read more... )