grrrr..... I hate myself SOOO much right now..... Last night was, I guess I can say it was just flat out BLAH!!!! I did some stuff last night that Im not really happy about and yea.... I was talking to people about things and I noticed something that I really didnt wanna notice... But oh well.... Grrr.... I need to be happy.... Not fake happy but ( Read more... )

Grr.... Lifes been really BLAH lately!!!!! IDK why either... Yesterday I had SOOOOO much fun but I felt blah almost the WHOLE time >_<.... Like earlier in the day I had lots of fun (and if you dont know why you dont need to know!! lol ^_~).... And then at like 1 I went to the mall with Matt and Kevin... Hollister - Not a good place and to Matt and ( Read more... )

Grrr! I GREATLY DISLIKE the little children at my church that has broken SOOO many of the rules that God has made... Lol!!! They're SOOOO loud and give me HUGE ass headaches... And what sucks about the headaches is that they dont go away unless I eat ice cream >_< Grrr! I hate headaches SOOOOOOO much!!!! Especially when they turn into migrains... ( Read more... )

My ear is infected... and the person that pierced my ear pierced it crooked >_< And if the cleaning stuff and anti-ciotic ointment doesnt make it heal at all by Friday I have to take it out and let it close up >_< btw... There's still a whole on my belly button from me Mieke and Sara trying to pierce it, and it not going all the way through >_< lol ( Read more... )

SCREAM ( Read more... )

Ok even though Sara's not gonna read this I NEED to get this out ( Read more... )

A is for age: 13 ( Read more... )

Im such a fuck up and this is my proof ( Read more... )

Gahh!!! Im SOOOOO fucked up!!!! Last night I felt SOOOOO fucking worthless.... I even asked someone if I asked them to kill me if they would (and unfortunatly they said yes)..... I was talking to Matt about how fucking worthless I felt.... But after he gotg off it didnt help.... I went up into my room... and ODed on Aspirin..... >_< And I told Matt ( Read more... )

Hah!!! My vice principle is SUCH a dumbass he has ADD and he took some of the medicine that belonged to the kids at my school who have ADD and he got caught and now hes being sent to a rehab!!! Haha!!! He said he had an addiction to the medication!!! What a dumbfuck!!! Gawd!!! Im not even dumb enough to do something like that!!! But Im hapy hes ( Read more... )