So little Jeffry and I took a trip to the sea shore today. Oh my yes we did. And we did it in style with Daddy's 2001 BMW Z3 convertable with the top DOWN. Oh yea. There was Panther beach with it's random old naked dudes, the rockin' cool cave. On the way up to the cave I had just finished telling Jeff to be careful cause it was really slippery, ( Read more... )

It's finally over, it's done ( Read more... )

Breaking my silence. Breaking my heart. Breaking my bones would be easier ( Read more... )

Interesting day. There was a birthday. There was a pie. There was maybe 3 entire minutes with the birthday boy... There was coffee. There was mall. There was more coffee. There was kitties. There was other people's girlfriends. There was a depressing realization. There was heartbreak. There was heartache. Now there is self hatred. Like I said. ( Read more... )

Secrets die and are pulled away
Far from the heart
They drown in the open air
I bury mine deep inside of me
In the dark they flourish
And remain my own...
He was my secret, but I cannot keep him

I wish I could change the world. Make it a safer, happier, better place for us all to reside ( Read more... )

Read this article, it will blow your mind. This article appeared in Harpers March 2005.

THE OTHER CHEEK

From an advertisement for The Rod that appeared in the magazine Home School Digest. In December the Consumer Product Safety Commission rejected a bid to bad the sale of The Rod, having found "no basis for determining that the product ( Read more... )

Randy: so have you finished school yet ( Read more... )

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Today was a day for great friends, good food, hilarious conversation, and bonding to the maxtreme. The day started out with me in the kitchen for 3 solid hours cooking up a storm of 4 pans of cheese enchiladas, 2 batches of Spanish rice, 2 dozen peanut butter cookies, and some double fudge brownies. Why all of this food? I then drove to Fremont and ( Read more... )