it just gets too be too much to handle....I try to let go of the past but it has it's talons buried deep into my slowly dying heart....all i have ever wanted, since i was a little boy was to be loved....and though I see it all around me, it's just out of arms reach....and when i leap for it, i find I am intangible and I pass through love like a ( Read more... )

Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words or phrases beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation of what the word means to you and why.

erotophobic gave me the letter E ( Read more... )

is it possible to find your soul mate and them not love you? I thought that kind of the point of a soul mate.....my life sucks...always will..no one loves me *not friend love guys, i know my friends love me* i can't find happiness and the one person i love more then anyone else is leaving and i can already feel the rift between us growing.....i ( Read more... )

Here, i'll put it in a cut to be nice...

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Guess who I'm going to go see in Boston in July...


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So, apparently I am a much better actor then I thought ( Read more... )

come one people, tell me the truth!

the goodness
http://kevan.org/johari?name=kittyalyn

the badness
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=kittyalyn

So melissa andI are going on an adventure today and guess who sucks at reading bus schedules and made us get here an hour earlier then we needed to be..yeh, thats right...I ROCK! Anyway, Melissa *who is currently in the bathroom I think* and I are gonna have a lot of fun today shopping and eating and buying things we can't really afford and riding ( Read more... )

UPDATE: I was an ass on friday and to the girls and the boy i was an ass too, i am sorry. No more fighting, ok? YEH!!!! *dances*