crazy? naww just confused a little. sounds like youve lived your life so far to what you thought was the best. And thats all you really can do. No use crying over the past because it cant be changed. Worry about were your at now, and where you wanna be. Then things will seem more clear. If you have no idea where you wanna be or where your at now, just continue being you.. life will work itself out. Everyone has a master plan and we usually dont stray to far from it. But once we do life smacks us back in place where we belong.
That's almost the opposite of what I was saying. I'm NOT upset about the past: "Currently I don't feel regretful about anything that's happened." ya da ya da. I'm fine with everything that's happened, all the decisions that I've made. I'm confused about the NOW. I'm okay with being in a place that I don't want to end up... because it's where I'm supposed to be now. But I'd like to know if I'm where I'm supposed to end up, or if it's time for me to leave this behind and find something new. I AM worried about where I am now and where I want to be.. and THAT'S the problem. I don't know if they're aligned.
wasnt opposite =P was just agreeing with you and telling you just let things happen, if you get off track from where "god" wants you to be, he'll knock ya back in place. Above all else, smile =)
If you don't want to be with me anymore, fine, that's understandable. But, please, acknowledge that it's you that doesn't want to be with me, not God that doesn't want you to be with me.
Kyle, I was never claiming that God doesn't want me to be with you. This entry isn't even souly about you. God's involvement is simply that He knows where my heart lies, and what is out there for me in life. He knows where I'm going to end up. I know none of this.
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