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Wow. I think today is making me realise just how much I missed my livejournal account. It's a life saver. Or at least a sanity saver.
I think it's the lack of contact with anyone outside my family.
Me + My Thoughts = Very Bad Combo.
Stupid half-term break. Not that I'm not thankful for it - eight weeks of school is more than enough for me - just that I haven't properly spoken to my friends in, like, *counts on fingers* (yes, I actually had to count it on my fingers) five days. Wow, that does not say much for my mental state. Or rather it says a lot for my mental state, just none of it good. I've already had to fall back on both music and books to distract myself from...well...myself, I guess. It cannot be a good thing that I drive myself nuts that easily.
God forbid the day I ever have to live by myself...
with nothing to do...
for long periods of time...
*shudders*
Yep, I'm going to end up in a looney bin.
Or maybe just completely psycho.
I apologize now to anyone who has the misfortune of having to put up with me in one of these states.
I suppose that includes my family, but I'm pretty sure (about 99%) that they don't read any of this.
*sigh* Maybe I should write more. Eclipse clearly stopped working as a distraction.
Maybe I should draw.
I think Rach has my sketchbook.
Hmm...I may have to kill her...
Or just gouge out her eyes (not that that will change anything she has already seen)...
Oh, maybe I should erase her short-term memory, that might work.
Oh, typing of crazy ideas I wonder where I put the plans for the super robot that we came up with in our physics lesson.
I could draw that.
It has a special ice-cream freezer.
hm-mm
it does
(oh dear Jashin, it's spreading to typing. It's all Alii's fault.)
*sigh* Nevermind.
Apparently more insane than normal,
xoxo
kit
ps:
No, I'm not too sure how the Naruto reference ended up in there either. I haven't watched that in forever.
edit:
I'm not sure that I've emphasised this enough but my friends do wonders for my sanity, as insane as they may be themselves.
They do not get nearly enough credit, or praise, or whatever it is I'm trying to say type for what they do for me.
If I handled soppy, feeling-y stuff even remotely well I'd tell them that face-to-face...but I don't, so I can only hope that if they do happen to read this they will be sensible enough not to bring it up and will choose instead to live with my stoic insanity like they have done for longer than any person should have to. (I do apologise for this - sincerely.)
Although, I have to admit sensible isn't usually a word I've match with my friends.