I'm so tired of being here.

[kittycatty23q]

mä en jaksa.
mä yritän ja teen kaikkeni kaikkien hyväksi.
mä yritän pitää itseni pinnalla ja huolehtia muistakin.
mä en jaksa enää.
mä yritän olla hyvä ja ystävällinen.
mä teen muiden hyväksi ihan kaikkeni..
ja ne ei mun eteen mitään.
mä en jaksa.
mä vaan haluan että tää paska loppuu.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if

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[missaataahua]

Awww, talk to me! If you are depressed you can talk to me! I am too and I am and always have gone through so much pain and I am so tired too! So so so tired of all of this shit. Just know you are not alone and you have me no matter what even if I don't know you I am here and I will be here for you no matter what if you EVER want to talk okay?

[kittycatty23q]

Oh my gosh. You are very kind people. It's just that I'm trying my best to keep myself alive and then I have to look after everybody else too. It's taking lot of my energy. And energy is what I don't have really cause then I'd have to eat, right.
I'm happy that you're there and if you ever ever feel like you want to talk with someone, I'll be here. Just let me know.