tried to do something about my comp... guess i managed to damage the system more... how cute (if it was at all possible to do more damage i mean)... so i lost my contact lists from AIM, Yahoo and MSN... how cute... which is not really that important, taking i cannot run any of those programs anyway... due to some error... any webpage now takes about 20 minutes to load... cuter still... the computer freezes all of a sudden every now and then... oh yes, i am in love... rebellious creature... he will be a fallen angel soon...
so..............
seems the time has come... this weekend my computer will die and be reborn rising from the ashes of its own intestines and soul... windows, beware... i'm going to format you, exterminate you, and then resurrect you... and then i will spend a whole day playing with all the little systemic intricacies... all the styles, little useful and useless programs, profiles and all that.... job for the perfectionist... or for a bored idiot... well, tho i cannot deny being an idiot sometimes, i don't have time to be bored... it really scares me... the necessity to spend whole day cleaning... the memory of my pc...
except that i keep playing with photoshop making lj icons and other shit... yeah... what people start doing when they really cannot do anything else... (mind you that only started after i finished sw kotor for the third time... all possible missions done... no options left... kotor chapter in my life is closed until the time i get the sequel... which is btw inconspicuously called "The Sith Lords"... now, i wouldn't be me if i wasn't already excited about it... so yes, i am... but enough about it... i hope)
and i've been writing some stuff for university... boring stuff about theory of translation... which i could already vomit with... but a year more... yes...geeee... i so hate it when i actually MUST write something... i'd really rather be writing some stories... without having a knife put to my throat... tho i have nothing against knives in general...
i've finally seen Attack of the Clones... wasn't impressed... well... tho we had lotsa fun... nothing like two insane guys and me watching a stupid movie... ok, maybe it wouldn't be that stupid if we watched it seperately... but together... well... we couldn't smoke properly because we were bursting out with laughter all the time... so many wasted cigarettes... lol... but seeing Saruman wielding a red lightsaber was all worth it, i admit...:)
and in other news, the person i admire and respect the most in my department at university will be, or actually already is, the supervisor of my MA thesis... so i hope this will give me motivation to actually write it...
and ugh... i feel old... and the fact i am usually busy with such childish things as computer games doesn't really make it any better... avoiding reality at all cost... wonderful trait... but is it possible to live that way?
and btw my question why Sith Masters don't exist in our realitty still stands...
one last thing, i had to do this quiz, you know... i really had to...
:: how jedi are you? ::and yes, i really think the Force should be used to... "make me some decent coffee... maybe" :P
[the end of transmission, hoping it will get through]