grammmm =(

[kittykat718]

I was thinking about writing this all in my haha_fuck_off journal since it's all emotional and whatnot. But then I decided, fuck it. It's my journal. I'm too surprised at myself to even be writing about this all so soon. So, read it. Ignore it. I don't care what anyone else does. This is my journal and I need to get some emotion out somehow. And I'm too lazy to

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[excruciation]

Oh my god hon, I am so sorry. I haven't yet experienced a close death like that myself and can only imagine what you are going through. If you need to talk, I'm here.

[kittykat718]

Aww I appreciate that to the fullest. Thank you so much. Really.

[excruciation]

Anytime darling <3

[_gwgnt]

I wish I could've been there for you too, like Jenna. I didn't even know until today. I suck, I'm a horrible friend/person. You will be in my prayers for sure. I hope everything gets better and soon. I love you and we defintly need to hang out soon.

[kittykat718]

You don't suck. It was all happening at once. When you called me, I was at my grandma's. But everyone was over and I didnt feel like seeing any of my friends because it would just make me cry. I'm sorry, I should have came to see you or something :( I love you.

[_gwgnt]

Yeah, I knew you were there yesterday. I saw you, that was the whole reason I called you. I just had not the slightest reason what happened. I wish I would have just came down there anyway and gave you a big ass hug. It would've been ok if you cried. Maybe then you wouldn't be so scared of my chest. I love you, you are my best friend and I will always be here for you no matter what. Even if we are in the middle of some gay fight or anything. I will always be here if you ever need me.

[kittykat718]

Aww =( damn it you're gonna make me start crying...again