s t r e s s
We're all in an aquarium feeding on negativity
Wanting to bury them but there's nowhere to put the bodies
Let 'em burn, the ashes make a wonderful gift
It's a tourist trap I hope they buy this shit
yeah i'm stressed. moving in 1 1/2 weeks. it's getting...weird? all the ties i worked on building up here are going to be severed quite quickly. well, not severed. but you know- i'll be gone. uprooted once again. only to be uprooted yet again, and then again. i got my plane ticket for florida. i leave jan 3rd at 6:50am from minneapolis. one way ticket for $105! not bad. but, my name is going to appear on the ticket as K NELSON as i had some messed up stuff on my orbitz account. i hope they don't give me trouble due to that? ahh it makes my head spin. help. whats more, they are etickets and i can't remember if you're supposed to print them out right away...and if you are, i didn't and therefore don't have them? i should be able to access it via my email or orbitz account. anyways.
a bit of weirdness remains after the boy sang me songs on the beach. c'est la vie.
turkey day was fun. spent it w/ my fam here, and we went to our pastors house (he was outta town) and his wife whipped up this scrumptous feast, with TONS of veggies out of their own garden. and homemade pickles and these crazy canned spicy green beans. mmmm. then i worked 3-11pm. it wasn't bad. watched laguna beach there all night. AND got paid time and a half. hah. also left many of my friends happy thanksgiving messages (cuz i'm thankful for ya'll! if you didn't get one, i'm still thankful for you, just a jackass for not calling). many of which were me saying "gobble gobble" and "hope your turkey was moist". hahahaha. i make me laugh sometimes.
last year, for thanksgiving, i was with toy and his at the cabin. i vaguely remember drinking too much wine, and trying a bite of turkey. which wasn't good for me. everything past that point gets a bit fuzzy. my how things have changed.
shopping today with my sister. spent $170 (thanks mom). got some more "nice" clothes. i can't wear jeans while teaching- need to be in dress pants or a skirt or dress. so i had to buy a couple more pairs of nice pants and skirtness. got 5 tops to go with them. still need more shoes, jewelry, socks, and probably undergarments. i'm only going to be gone for 5 months though. i know its going to go by soo quickly...but for some reason my nerves are still getting a bit bunched up. calm down kat. breathe.
spoke with the artbreaker tonight, was great to catch up. sounds like he and his are doing absolutely fabulous- expected nothing less. i actually had called him earlier and left a message on his machine, of me *trying* to hum/sing out one of his songs, and asked him to get back to me with the title. hahaha, that message was probably a keeper!
also have been speaking with erin westside and strypedsweater on a fairly regular basis. which is much needed ness. had words with asian (enantiomorphic) for a couple hours the other day too. hott. caleb its been good speaking to you also.
westside, asian remember our harold out in CO? he's still alive, exchanged im's with him today and yesterday. he's on myspace now too.
have heard a bit here and there from jai williams lately as well. maybe i'll see him as i breeze through madison next week.
very sad that i might not get one more night out in chicago before i go. my sister wants to throw me a going away party on my last friday here instead. i asked her not to, as i've been very distant from everyone here lately minus family, and don't really mind not having a shindig. and peggy will be here vising me in her new jetta, and i'd like to *try* to scrape up $ for us to venture to chi. either way i guess i'm good. both would be decent.
Wanting to bury them but there's nowhere to put the bodies
Let 'em burn, the ashes make a wonderful gift
It's a tourist trap I hope they buy this shit
yeah i'm stressed. moving in 1 1/2 weeks. it's getting...weird? all the ties i worked on building up here are going to be severed quite quickly. well, not severed. but you know- i'll be gone. uprooted once again. only to be uprooted yet again, and then again. i got my plane ticket for florida. i leave jan 3rd at 6:50am from minneapolis. one way ticket for $105! not bad. but, my name is going to appear on the ticket as K NELSON as i had some messed up stuff on my orbitz account. i hope they don't give me trouble due to that? ahh it makes my head spin. help. whats more, they are etickets and i can't remember if you're supposed to print them out right away...and if you are, i didn't and therefore don't have them? i should be able to access it via my email or orbitz account. anyways.
a bit of weirdness remains after the boy sang me songs on the beach. c'est la vie.
turkey day was fun. spent it w/ my fam here, and we went to our pastors house (he was outta town) and his wife whipped up this scrumptous feast, with TONS of veggies out of their own garden. and homemade pickles and these crazy canned spicy green beans. mmmm. then i worked 3-11pm. it wasn't bad. watched laguna beach there all night. AND got paid time and a half. hah. also left many of my friends happy thanksgiving messages (cuz i'm thankful for ya'll! if you didn't get one, i'm still thankful for you, just a jackass for not calling). many of which were me saying "gobble gobble" and "hope your turkey was moist". hahahaha. i make me laugh sometimes.
last year, for thanksgiving, i was with toy and his at the cabin. i vaguely remember drinking too much wine, and trying a bite of turkey. which wasn't good for me. everything past that point gets a bit fuzzy. my how things have changed.
shopping today with my sister. spent $170 (thanks mom). got some more "nice" clothes. i can't wear jeans while teaching- need to be in dress pants or a skirt or dress. so i had to buy a couple more pairs of nice pants and skirtness. got 5 tops to go with them. still need more shoes, jewelry, socks, and probably undergarments. i'm only going to be gone for 5 months though. i know its going to go by soo quickly...but for some reason my nerves are still getting a bit bunched up. calm down kat. breathe.
spoke with the artbreaker tonight, was great to catch up. sounds like he and his are doing absolutely fabulous- expected nothing less. i actually had called him earlier and left a message on his machine, of me *trying* to hum/sing out one of his songs, and asked him to get back to me with the title. hahaha, that message was probably a keeper!
also have been speaking with erin westside and strypedsweater on a fairly regular basis. which is much needed ness. had words with asian (enantiomorphic) for a couple hours the other day too. hott. caleb its been good speaking to you also.
westside, asian remember our harold out in CO? he's still alive, exchanged im's with him today and yesterday. he's on myspace now too.
have heard a bit here and there from jai williams lately as well. maybe i'll see him as i breeze through madison next week.
very sad that i might not get one more night out in chicago before i go. my sister wants to throw me a going away party on my last friday here instead. i asked her not to, as i've been very distant from everyone here lately minus family, and don't really mind not having a shindig. and peggy will be here vising me in her new jetta, and i'd like to *try* to scrape up $ for us to venture to chi. either way i guess i'm good. both would be decent.