*hugs* Okay, we're okay again. Hands in the air.It doesn't matter. He's talking to me, and I asked him if we still had knives at each other's throats. He said he didn't know. I know something's been bothering him, so I know you'll fix it. I told him that even though I was we fight so much that I was still here for him. That's all that mattered as long as he knew that. Anyhu, I know about the "special girl", I hope that it turns out okay. She told me this morning. Even though it's not really 'official' or even if it'll happen, it's a good thing. Good for both of you, and all of us. I won't make any downsides to this. ttys.
BTW I know how you feel, you get down and you feel so sick you can't breathe. I cried last night too, about all of this. God, it hurts. My mom asked me if I was crying and I told her I had been asleep. So let our tears be over princess. My hate is gone. I'll hold you when you need it. I'll whisper pretty nothings and swear that it's okay. We'll spit out our BS onto these pages, and maybe someday, find that there was something better than the pain we caused each other. A friendship.
I do love you. My heart loves you, but my mind doesn't. It will. It just needs some self-convincing. I guess he thought it was something you needed to read. It kind of hurt that he let you though. Sometimes it feels like the people around me and me have our own private world....so that's probably why my mind doesn't love you yet. It feels like that friendship is being ripped away. Invaded. That's okay though. It'll learn to accept you more now. I love you just like I love Bry. You're family to me. Me and you...we need each other. cause hell, our own blood was never really there for us. So that's my load of BS. ttys. *hug*
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