hey everyone, doin a bit better these days man today went by fast, maybe cuz i daydreamed through all my classes, it was nice, put me in a better mood, i have convinced myself that i am overreacting and everything will be ok if i just speak my mind... hopefully i will get my chance to do that soon! blah! im just really spun around lately cuz ( Read more... )

i hate crying, it makes me feel so vulnerable and weak, but i can't help that i feel torn apart

hey pplz... hmm ya just sitting here in BMO... the place where i update my journal half the time... ya we have a sub... boring... ya so im sitting her on the computer listening to my new 3eb mix cd i created this weekend, it's a masterpiece, of course with 3eb u can't go wrong! no matter what u put on there its gonna kick ass:-D! hmm well today was ( Read more... )

wow, today... mainly tonite... i have been in awe of this sense of satisfaction and fervor that has been seeping into every part of my life, i mean it's always been there somewhere but i had a hard time keeping it surfaced, but now i feel excited for each new day and im always able to see something good in each situation, im feeling inspired and ( Read more... )

hear the sound of the breakers break ( Read more... )

hey ppl! wow in the car on the way home i was soooo draggy and almost falling asleep and the yucky weather wasnt helping perk me up any and then i got home and ate a banana and then pat called me and all of the sudden i am super charged with energy amazing isnt it :) hehehe ya so that just made my day better... (pat, not the banana... altho i ( Read more... )

Yea so, today was a boring monday, but it wasnt too bad really, ya so in bio we made DNA models outta gum drops and toothpicks... i ate so many.. gumdrops not toothpicks! :) but ya they are kinda gross, i was just starving, they are the nasty spice drops.... the things u do to satisfy your hunger... ya so i really really like the Brand New CD ( Read more... )

wow this was a really good week, everything went super well... it was kinda slow tho...saturday needs to haul ass and get here tho, i wanna see pat :-D i can't wait, i've been waiting all week... maybe thats why it seemed to go by so slow, cuz i was waiting for something!!! something muy importante! ya well last nite i was up til 2:30 so im kidna ( Read more... )

hey guys, ya well just wanted to inform u that all is well in the world of dorea :-D i went back to school today... which sucks... but ya its ok i had a really really good day otherwise, got a lot of stuff off my chest today and i feel soooooo much better, no more staying up til 4:30 in the morning worrying about it! phewww... thank you so much God ( Read more... )

sleepless night ( Read more... )