Sometimes I feel that people do not like me. I feel that people hate me. I feel that I'm watching the world pass me and I feel that I will always be alone. Maybe I am wrong about my feelings but that is the way that I see it most of the time.

Why do I get depress sometimes? Most of the time it is about a stupid boy. I think boys are stupid. They cause so many head aches. guuur, guess what I need to stop thinking about certian guys that I will never have a chance with. What am I going to do? Help!!!!!

I don't care what Moo says it is not my fault that we had a problem last night. It is not Nicki's fault either. We did not make her go. oh well it was kinda fun. Well not really but that is okay. I think.

Well I had my first incident last night People can be so stupid at times. I did not get to bed until 4:30 am and when i was almost asleep my lovely lovely residents were yelling down the hall, I found my key. They were so drunk. Feel bad for Nicki she is so sick right now and last night didn't help. Moo was with us she said never again. I woke up ( Read more... )

first night of being on duty. sucks. people don't forget your keys. had a resdient think he was hitting on me. not qite sure. he said i was the best ra, but i think he was drunk a little. so tired almost bed time, hopefuly no calls, but doubtful. I have buuny ears on. Nicki gave to me to wear on duty. ;)

Why do I dream of him? Why do I thinl of him all the time, I can't like him can I? I love him I l.ove Darrell. wait I can't love him. He hates me. He does't like me, oh well maybe one day I will get over him

Wow today is the 1st day of classes. It is hard to believe. I am glad that it is finally here. Why am I thinking about Brad? I don't like him do I? Is there something wrong with me. He was a big jerk last year. Life sucks so much sometimes.

Wow move in day finally occured, it is hard to believe that I made it. I am so tired right now but that is okay. don't want to go back to my room, been there all day. I need a break. so I am at the front desk.